I saw mum fighting for her life on the bed. The defibrillator was pressed against her chest again and again making her body react to the electric shock, but when the defibrillator touched her chest for the last time, her body stayed still and....that was it...I lost her...I lost the only person who ever trusted me, believed that I wasn't the one I show on the outside...I started calling her name over and over again asking her to not leave me.
I didn't know I was still asleep and was screaming out. It felt real...like always. I was lost in that nightmare when a voice pulled me back. It felt like mum has called...I started sobbing while calling her name and she pulled me into a hug.
I hugged her tight and started sobbing in her arms. But she kept saying to open my eyes again and again. I opened my eyes when she promised me not to leave. I slowly broke the hug and looked at the person...but, it wasn't mum I was in arms of...it was Kiet.
