Chapter 131 - Take or not.

That evening I woke up with him in my arms. I snuggled him closely feeling his warmth. But my mood changed when I remembered the request Song asked me for. Should I really talk to her?. She abandoned me so I kept her away from me. I thought not seeing her and not able to hear her voice would ease my sadness but the more I kept her away the more it hurts me. It reminds me of the reasons I accepted dad's offer. I wish I can see her face smiling like she used to back then, but I guess it'll always be a myth. I yearned to hear her voice but all that came was hoarse sobs. I guess I was tired... tired of dealing the drama, tired of seeing the person I love sobbing every day. But at least I can feel at ease till I'm with Song. I slowly made him lay on the pillow and kissed his forehead before getting up from bed. It's still 3 in the afternoon when I checked the time.