My first night without her, can I make it? What she's doing now? Can I sneak into her house? I'm hugging my pillow, and I sighed. "Should I call her?" I asked myself. I'm walking to the mirror at the corner, and I'm looking at myself.
"No, I shouldn't," I heard my phone was ringing. I walked rashly to where I put my phone, "who is this?" I'm trying to act relaxed and pick up the phone, "he-hello?" I'm not hearing a sound, who was calling on my cellphone. "If you don't want to speak, fine! I will hang up this call!" I hung up, and I took a deep breath.
I put the phone on my nightstand, and I sit on the floor. It's quiet. This room felt empty, I was here, but my mind was not. What's wrong with me? I'm hugging Rose's teddy bear.
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I opened the door, and I saw her sleeping, "ahem!" She's sighed, "good morning Ms. Mary. I hope you can cook me a meal or something because I'm hungry." I looked at her teddy bear.
"Can you wake me five minutes later?" I sighed and walked approached her, "I can't resist the temptation of bed," she replied with laughs, "I bet you still felt sleepy, hm?" You got me. I'm looking at her, "you like to hug teddy bears?" She replied with a smile, "it's cute and warm," I sighed.
"You can hug me if you want," W-what was that!? No, no, no! What the hell am I saying like that!? Shit, shit, shit. I took a deep breath, "what's wrong?" She asked me with curiosity in her eyes. "Are you okay?" Shit, "y-yeah..." I groan as a response.
She suddenly hugged me tightly, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. I pushed her and fell from the bed. Why do I feel nervous? Did I love her? Why was my heart beating so loud? "Are you okay?" I'm not answering her questions because I'm still in my thought.
"You have a question?" I nodded, "I don't know," She replied with hums, "I don't know how it felt like to hug people, is it warm or not?" I heard she was chuckling. "You want me to hug you?" She hugged me. "Here, you can have it!" I'm looking at the old teddy bear.
"For you," I smiled. I hugged Rose for a response and smiled. "Thank you, Rose. I appreciate it." I heard she was humming as a response.
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Now, I'm alone. Come on, Lobak! It's the trial, now. I got up and walked to the bathroom to wash my face with Rose's teddy bear in my hand. About my cats, Becky, Judith, and Luna still unknown, I mean they went missing! John and Phil were looking for them. And the rest? Daniel died because of infections on his tail. Jessie and Maggie? They died because of scabies. I hope they go home soon.
Oh, God! I miss them! I'm looking at myself in the mirror and punch it slowly. "You adorable," I'm laughed, "what are you thinking?" I asked myself in the mirror.
"I need you," I took a deep breath, "isn't it funny? You talked to yourself again." I mocked myself, "we should discuss something..." I heard my phone was ringing. It's from Rose! I ran and picked my second phone, "h-hello?" I activate my loudspeakers, "Hey, you haven't slept yet? What's wrong?" I sit on the couch, "I was about to sleep an hour ago, but the problem is, I miss you." She chuckles as a response.
"Why? You do not miss me!?" She sighed, "sadly, I'm in front of our house. Can you open the door so I can come in?" Is that a trick? "You not joking, right?" She sighed at the answer. "No, I'm not," I picked my phone and ran towards the front door.
I opened the door and saw Rose smiling at me, and this time her smile was weird. What's wrong? I'm walking towards her, "stop there!" I stopped. Now I'm standing in front of her.
"I've got called from Eva, your ex," I sighed, "where she got your number?" And I saw Rose got stabbed in the back, "you think you will get out of this, hm?" I felt my knees weak, and I slowly fell as I watched Jane split Rose's body with that sword. I heard Jane laugh evilly. She was stepping on Rose's corps.
"No.... no...." I felt a hand rubs my hair, "Lobak..." I tried to open my eyes, "Rose... please don't go! Please wake up!" I'm crying, "Lobak, it's me, Rose" I opened my eyes, and I saw Rose look at me, "are you having a nightmare?" I hugged her tightly, "don't go," Rose response to my hug as she rubbed my hair.
"It's like you having fever. Are you okay?" I shook my head, "your fever is high, Lobak" I'm not response anything. I'm looking at her face, "I called you last night, but you did not answer, so I called Hanks," she wipes my tears, "and Hanks said that you passed out on the floor while hugging my teddy bear," I sighed in relief. "You having a nightmare?" I nodded.
"You also have a fever. Are you okay?" She held my hand tightly and picked my phone, "you know who's number is that?" I shook my head in response, "I don't know," I hugged her hand tightly.
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I opened my eyes because I heard Rose opening the door, "look what I cooked for you," I'm looking at her, "here your meal," I'm looking at her, "don't let your dream makes you down, okay?" I'm looking at her.
"Your right," I can't sit or move. "Rose," she replies with hums, "I love you, my heart it's yours, now" Rose smiles.
"What?" She shook her head, "I'm sorry, I should not..." I kissed her lips and put the bowl next to my phone, "you should eat," I'm smiling, "eat you," She slapped my face. "You sick," I responded with a chuckle and smile to her.
"Saranghanda," I hold her hand tightly, "you heard those words again!?" I chuckled as the response to her question, "okay, you should eat," she helped to sit. "Here," I picked the spoon, "you know, Kevin and Helmi they on their way. You know them?" I answered her with choked.
"Are you okay? Are they your enemies?" I shook as a response, "it's complicated, Rose" she looked at me with questions in her head. "Does they your exes?" H-hold on! What!? I took a deep breath and looked at her. "I was Kevin's ex, but he decided to break up an hour later," she looks at me. "It happened when we were in Somophore year of my junior high school," she replies with hums. She looks at my phone, "oh, they were here." Shit, it will be hell. Please, someone, kidnap me.
TBC