I sighed, "can you leave us? We need to talk." Rose looked at Kevin, who was standing in front of me, "I will scream if he tries to assault me," Rose did not reply to Kevin's question as she walked to the door. "So, you got a new girl and not tell us!?" They were my fathers. I mean, they adopted me as their daughter.
I looked at them, "we're not here to talk with the statue, right?" He scolded me as Helmi showed me a bucket of fried chicken. Damn! He knows how to bribe me. I took a deep breath, and I opened my drawer to pick up my laptop. "So, you still won't answer our questions, huh?" Now, Helmi pushed me to talk.
Hell yeah! Your bribe won't work! "Okay," He sighed as he looked at my laptop. "I don't know that you buy a new laptop. Where's your Toshiba laptop?" I'm looking at him. "Daniel peed at my laptop and broken. I took credit because I forgot to bring my wallet," they nod their head as their answer. "I wanted to talk about your girlfriend," I'm looking at Helmi. He sits next to me and grabs my hand.
"You punching walls?" I shook my head, "if both of you come here to judge about something irrelevant about me, you can bring your body. Not that damn a bucket of KFC's chicken." They laughed to answer my threat. "You not changing, Lobak. I'm surprised," I'm looking at them, and suddenly we hear Rose's screaming.
Rose! I put my laptop next to me and ran rashly, and I saw Jane, how? Jane pointed a gun at us. "You move, she died," I feel my head dizzy, "Jane..." I walked towards Jane to grab her pistol. I stepped on her foot and pushed her.
I point the gun at her and stare, "I'm sick! I need rest," I pass Jane's gun to Helmi. "Please, pointing a gun at her..." I fall, "your fever is that bad?" I nodded. "High fever," I fainted.
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I opened my eyes, and I looked at my surrounding. "Welcome back," I was relieved because we were in my room and breathing. I got this fever happens because of rain. I can't dance in the rain. "Your fever is getting high." I sighed because I heard Rose say my fever was not down yet.
"Should we postpone our wedding?" I shook my head, "I'm sure my fever will go soon." I held her hand, "believe me, I need rest," Rose looked at my eyes as she responded. "I'm worried," I'm smiling at her as a response that I'm fine, "trust me, I have a lot of thoughts," she nods and looks at me, "what are you dreaming?" I'm looking at her, dreaming? "I heard you mumbling," I sighed.
"You can tell us, Lobak. We heard you mumbling something," Rose hold my hand, "your trauma at the plane, you need me?" She asked me, "yeah, it's about the plane. I never wanted to hurt her, Rose. I'm just tired." Rose hums as she responds to my hug, "don't leave me because of this," I'm begging her to stay.
"Does she the reason you and Eva broke up?" I'm not answering her question. "Do you still love Eva?" I shook my head, "I love you, Rose. Why you suddenly doubt me!?" I'm looking at Rose, Rose's forehead bleeding, and I'm looking at my stomach.
"Wake up now," I opened my eyes, and I'm looking at my surrounding, "wh-what happened to your forehead?" Rose looks at me, "let me call the doctor," I feel my stomach hurt. What the hell is going on!? What happened to us!? I'm looking at the door as Sarah walks with Rose, "are you okay?" I took a deep breath, and I felt dizzy.
"Okay, I think she's fine for now," She was looking at me, "you remembered what's going on?" I shook my head, "okay, I will recall what happened on the plane," H-hold on! I'm looking at Rose's fingers, and she's wearing the ring, and it's mine.
I sighed in relief, and I wasn't dreaming. I tried to picked my phone and sighed in relief, again! "Rose, I..." she hugs me tight, and I hear her sobbing. "Thank God, you alright." I'm confused, "c-can I ask you what's going on?" She looked at me and nodded, "Jane stabbed you at your stomach," I'm looking at her.
"Wh-when?" Rose held my hand, "when were you trying to get me out, a-and you got stabbed on the plane," h-hold on! Hold on! Jane stabbed me!? Wh-what!? "H-how?" She looks at me, "do you remember when you told Jane that I need to go to the toilet?" I'm nodding, "Jane banging my head to the toilet door, and you ran towards her." I closed my eyes and nodded.
"I remember now," Rose hugged me, "are you having a nightmare?" I nodded, "a worse nightmare," She hugged me to calm me down. "I know you will find a way to the light," I hugged her tightly, "and now, where's Jane?" She looks at me. "She's in the asylum. You want to visit her?" I nodded. I want to, but what we experienced was new.
"Hey, what are you thinking?" I shook my head to answer her questions, "I want to visit her, Rose" Rose nods her head, "we should be careful because I'm traumatized." I hugged her and rubbed her back.
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I'm holding her hand tightly, "you still afraid?" I nodded, "why?" I'm looking at her and answer, "I'm afraid to die, Rose. I admit, I'm afraid of everything," she hugs me tightly, "is that your nightmare looks real?" I nodded. "I-It's like..." I sighed and paused. "It's okay. You can tell me," I'm holding her hand.
"Three years ago, I had a car accident," She stunned. "H-how?" I don't want to open the memories. It's terrifying, but for her. I'll try. "I will tell you a complete story when we are already married, I promise. Not now," she smiles and nods to respond. "Wh-why were you smiling?" She shook her head.
"We will marry at the hospital, don't we?" I chuckle to answer her questions. "Yeah, we will postpone our supper until Sarah sends me to go home," she smiles. "I love you, Lobak. I really mean it," I'm not responding to her, but I can see her eyes burning. It's love. I can feel it.
A couple of months ago, I did not believe that someone would love me. But today, I changed my mind. "Rose?" She answers with hums, "I love you too, Rose" Love, is that what we want? I don't know. We haven't found a decent answer.
Love can hurt sometimes. That is what Ed Sheeran said, and I agree with that. But it's blessings from the creator, God. Finally, he hears my prayers, "Hey," I'm looking at Rose. "I don't want to interfere with your thoughts, but you don't tell me who's Jane?" I nodded to answer her questions. "I tell you everything," she responded with a hug. "But I'm curious," I sighed.
"Okay, I will tell you who she was." I rub her hand.
TBC