After the shooting incident, I was very sure that I was now dead. However, the reality is not yet.
When I woke up, I was already in a green curtain room. There is already Sifeng beside me. Somehow he found my body. Whereas before, I went to a river which was very far from the crowd. In fact, I might even have lost a lot of blood from that shot.
Intuition. Yes, Sifeng said he followed his intuition. I'm not that easy to believe. Since when did he have such intuition?
And the bond with a younger sibling, so he reasoned. Where are you from? In fact, we are not related by blood.
All right, maybe God told me to make amends. I spent several weeks in the hospital. As before, only Sifeng and Zhishu accompanied me.
But more than me, I was more worried about Sifeng's situation. At that time, I was worried about Sifeng for the first time.
He spent all of his time in the hospital. Sifeng never returned to his apartment or to Zhang's Main House.
Since finding out that he was not the real Zhang Sifeng, he seemed to have no purpose in life.
I watched him, he often daydreamed. I don't know what Sifeng was dreaming about, I don't know.
One night, I overheard Sifeng's heart on Zhishu, when they were waiting for me in front of the ward.
"Zhishu, do you hate me?"
"No. For what?"
"I am a pitiful man, Zhishu. I haven't had the chance to repay the kindness of the Zhang family towards me, for taking care of me since I was a child.
All this time, all I did was get angry. But, I did it because I wanted to get their attention. Hope that one day, Papa, Mama and Lian Jie will love me sincerely.
If from the start, I knew I wasn't Lord Zhang's descendant, it would have been easier for me.
"Don't blame yourself, Sifeng! You and Yushen are only victims here."
"It's true, Zhishu. But, Yushen should not let my life calm down. I took his place and caused his adopted brother to commit suicide.
Supposedly, Yushen had eliminated me from the start or at least asked me to fight. But, you know what, Zhishu? The past two years, I felt that Yushen had always taken care of me. Therefore, from now on, I will repay Yushen's kindness. "
Somehow, when I heard that, I felt a little touched. In fact, Sifeng never realized that I was the one trying to get rid of him while in Japan.
Sifeng is too innocent or stupid? Really, I'm starting to regret what I've done to Sifeng. My eyes have been blinded by revenge. I shouldn't hold a grudge against Sifeng either. Sifeng is a victim, just like me.
However, somehow. I really hate that tall young man
I went back to listening to Sifeng and Zhishu's conversation.
"Then, what will you do after this, Sifeng?" It was Zhishu's voice. I am still standing at the door to listen to their conversation.
"I don't know ... maybe I'll start looking for a job after this. For example, selling dim sum on the side of the road maybe. Hahaha, sad isn't it?"
I really did not expect, Sifeng who spoke like that. So far, will Sifeng have abundant wealth, will he be looking for a job? How hard to believe.
"Why don't you go back to your mother who is in Japan?" That was Zhishu's suggestion.
"Tch! I'm sick of hearing the word Japanese, Xiao Shu. My mother never wanted me. Do you remember the ramen noodle seller when we were in Japan two years ago?"
"Hhmm."
"Yes, that's my biological mother. In fact, she doesn't even recognize me. It's sad.
However, as a child I often had head hits because of my mother. When mom was angry, she always hit me and banged my head against the side of the bed.
I don't know why he did it. When I was brought to the Zhang family, I thought I would find a loving family. But wrong. They are just like my biological mother. They never wanted me among them. "
"Never mind! You have to be strong, Sifeng! If no one gives you a reason to endure, at least hold on for yourself!"
"Thank you, Xiao Shu! You remind me of Mei Yin. Actually, I need someone like you by my side. That will make me a fine person."
"Ah yes, for almost a month you have been in the hospital. You also look very pale and tired. Go home! I will keep Yushen here."
"Huh? Go home, you say? Where did you go? I don't have a place to live anymore, Xiao Shu. In fact, to eat, I took Yushen's food rations from this hospital."
"Are you serious about what you say, Sifeng?"
"Hahaha, I'm already poor and don't have anyone else in this world, Xiao Shu. I'm just waiting for my death to pick me up."
"Shhh! Don't talk like that! I don't like it, Sifeng!"
"Aakkhhh!"
"Hey, what's wrong with you? Your head hurts again?"
"I feel a little dizzy. Maybe it's because I haven't eaten since this morning, hehehe."
"Gosh! Why didn't you tell me earlier? Wait! I'll buy you food in the canteen."
"Thank you very much, Zhishu."
After that I heard Zhishu's footsteps away. And Sifeng steps back to my room. I hurried back to bed before caught eavesdropping.
TO BE CONTINUED ....