What should I do when I realize that everything I believe is a hoax? Should I not go crazy and use my mind to keep things calm? Or should I destroy everything, including myself, after I've lost my mind and gone crazy?
I've always wanted the truth, but I've never been able to accept the truth I've heard. It was like disobeying God's orders, which I said I believed in. So why didn't I care about any of it?
I was mad at the people who tricked me, but I ignored me when I was deceiving myself. It was all hypocrisy. I was my worst enemy in this universe again.
Who wins when the mind and the heart are confronted?
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