"I am desperately seeking love but also desperately avoiding it."
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I have sharp teeth and claws. I cannot hide them, I cannot accept them. But if you caress my hair, my hunger for blood disappears, my soft hands come to life instead of my claws. I couldn't hide it, I couldn't accept it. Instead of stroking my hair, you ran away from me, although I wasn't hungry. Now I'm chasing after you blindly. Because even though I'm the wild one, you gouged out my eyes.
I have dreams that don't fit in my little world and I can never describe the pain it causes. Wherever I reach, they push my hand away, I'm tired of being excluded. I want to tell, I want to scream as my thoughts are shaken by the violent earthquake. I didn't want to come into this life. Why don't you understand?
