"I feel so proud of your progress that I almost ache inside. Because I know how you suffer, how you've suffered, how far you've come. I know how you fight and I'm so proud."
"But I'm dizzy.
I don't know if I'm seeing of if I'm sleeping,
If I am who I was,
If I'm remembering or if I'm forgetting."
This was not the life I wanted.
So I destroyed the life I had to create a new life.
People called what I did suicide.
But all I did was try.
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