I won't touch you anymore.
I won't touch you anymore.
I won't touch you anymore.
I wanted to close my eyes as his words echoed in my mind over and over because I thought that the moment I closed my eyes, everything would pass. I was wrong. Like the previous ones, when a memory that does not belong to me started to come to life the moment I closed my eyes, I tried to escape from there, but I could not succeed. These memories that I was stuck in and that didn't belong to me were now making me afraid.
*
I never knew how to trust you. I still don't know yet. I don't think I will know either. Across from me, in this empty restaurant, you're looking at me with your hands clasped behind your back. You think I don't know that you have a gun in both hands. You have a friendly smile on your face, but your left eye is twitching. I know you, I know you very well. Every time you try to do something you don't want, your left eye twitches.
