When I believed you, the only thing I came across was a great deal of disappointment. That disappointment is in my heart. I tried to rip it out of my heart, but I lost you because of the weakness of my heart. Maybe my heart wasn't weak. What you did to my heart and yours weakened it.
You are a monster.
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Pars' scowl was a sign that he was worried. His face was so tight that for a moment I thought he was angry with me, but I was wrong. He was just very worried. I had to swallow as I lifted my head off the pillow and leaned against the head of the bed because my throat was dry.
Pars was still staring at me and saying nothing, but I didn't have the courage to tell him what I saw. I couldn't even understand what I saw!
