Lim Xian couldn't actually believe it by the time he openly confessed to himself that he was probably developing feelings for his personal maid. He just couldn't imagine himself liking anybody else other than his past lover.
For the record, Li Meilin was absolutely not his type in terms of social status, and overall mediocre appearance. She is the type of girl wherein you wouldn't notice with just one glance unless you'll be able to talk to her personally.
It is not in his character to acknowledge defeat and yet he just did back there on the island. The second he openly admitted it to himself, Lim Xian felt anxious. He hurt his own ego just by merely admitting it, and now he doesn't actually know how to face these realizations that came to him recently.
