"because love you there will never be a limit of space and time"
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Adit POV
For several days now Raka has always used my name to just greet or give Khana's favorite food, it's not that I don't like it but I'm confused what to do. I am confused why Raka should use my name, even though he can use his own name and tell Khana that he likes her. isn't that better than having to bury her own feelings. on the other hand I am also confused what if later I meet Khana, I'm afraid he misunderstands all this, after all we were lovers and I badly broke my relationship with him without giving him any reason, if I can be honest up to this moment. it is still there, even though I have to bury it deeply for the sake of my brother and my best friend, Raka.
In my whole life, this is the first time I've seen Raka really live, from childhood he never felt happy, his parents were too busy taking care of their business, only with me he poured out all his sadness, between us actually there was never a secret except one "khana".
Khana, the woman I know from us, is still in junior high school until now. The woman who managed to break the door to our hearts even though in a different way, well ... breaking the door to my heart and Raka, since knowing her Raka became alive and excited about life, giving light in the dark, this reason is what made me break my relationship with khana, so that light it never disappeared from Raka's life.
Today I promised to take Raka to check up to the hospital, after school I went straight to his house, without knocking on the door I immediately went to his room, and after a little chat we rushed to the hospital. and here we are now. Raka's grandfather's hospital.
Raka was already in a special examination room for him, Raka did ask for a special room for him when he had to check up or take hospitalization. In this room, quite luxurious facilities are available, there is a refrigerator, a full AC room, then two bad for me and for Raka, there is also a PS to get rid of boredom when he has to be in the hospital for a long time.
RAKA POV
After checking up at the hospital yesterday, my condition is getting better, even though my disease cannot be cured, but I have to keep my spirit to live and not give up, I don't want to disappoint the people who have supported me, Adit, my friend and brother who cares the most. I have, I know Adit sacrificed a lot for me, he gave up Khana because of me, that's why I want to fix everything, tie back the rope he used to loose to connect with another rope. I love Khana, but my love didn't come at the right time even though I know it's a little late, but it's better than me having to bear regrets too deeply.
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"Khana!" I shouted when he saw him in the hallway of the school
"hi, ka." she replied, her smile was very sweet, she is not white, but her skin is clean, without acne, although I can assure you that she is not the type of girl who likes to go to the salon. she is a girl who is.
"So sweet of you, Na"
"stale" he replied..I just chuckled.
"home from school, do you have an event?"
"no, why really?"
"can I go to your house?"
"sure.."
"Yes, I'll go home together, I'll wait at the parking lot." I answered
"No! You just wait on the opposite side of the road. How about Ajeng's house?"
"Gosh, Na, why don't you just get together from here?"
"Okay, you just go to my house alone, don't have to be with me"
"I'll wait for the near fat house."
"OK."
"Bye, Na .." Khana just smiled and waved her hand.
Yes, that's the coolest and most relaxed girl I've ever known, while other girls are busy taking care of their appearance, Khana is normal, she appears as she is. but that's an attraction that she never realized, a lot of boy friends in school who put their hearts on her, but unfortunately she is not sensitive enough to realize and because of her indifferent attitude the boys become reluctant and finally just bury it in their hearts, and choose to see him from afar instead of having to chase him, what else is he feeling uncomfortable when the boys approach him, so I also have to be careful to approach him so that he doesn't keep running away.
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Khana POV
"khana!" I turned my gaze back, it's not wrong the raka called me. and it turns out 'yes'.
"You're so cute, Na." he said.
"stale." I replied he just chuckled, but really his weirdness adds to his good looks level up.
"After school, do you have an event?" he asked.
"no, why really?" I replied curiously.
"Can I go to your house?" whattttttt ... didn't hear me wrong? he wants to play to the house? what do you want to try?
"Fine," I replied as flat as I could, trying to cover up my nervousness.
"Yes, I'll go home together, I'll wait at the parking lot."
"No! You just wait across the street. Deket's house, Ajeng?"
For the sake of the gecko that roams in the neighbor's guava tree, it could be an impromptu celebrity if someone sees me coming home with Raka, the cool guy at school. sooryyy i'm not ready to be bullied!
Raka still chuckled and asked me to come home from school, until he finally gave up and wanted to wait for me across the street near Ajeng's house, which was not too far from school.
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Now here I am, sitting next to the cool guy at school, Raka.
"directly to your house, Na? or where do you want to stop first."
"no, let's just go home."
"Who do you live with at home, Na?"
"I'm just the same mother, because my brother is currently studying in the field."
"ow is that,"
"your father?"
"uhm..dad, uh .. turn left, you went too far."
"oh sorry, don't know, you also didn't tell me"
"Sorry..sorry .. you keep talking anyway,"
"where is your house?"
"That's the black fence no. D5."
"Okay."
and finally we arrived at my house I got out of the car followed by Raka, a simple house, but the most comfortable place for me and my brother, in front of my house surrounded by colorful flowers, my mother really likes planting flowers, as well as my older brother, if I'm just just go with them.
I sat on the terrace taking off my shoes and put them on the shoe rack not far from where I sat, so did Raka did the same. I got up from my seat and walked towards the door.
knock
knock
knock
"Assalamualaikum, mother,"
"Khana, the most beautiful mother's child, comes home, Bun." I shouted and I glanced at Raka, who was closing his mouth holding a smile.
"why you, Ka? Smiles like that?"
"Do you really believe in yourself, a face like a pan butt is pretty good."
"carelessly, you .."
before long the door opened.
"mother" I said
"Mother Anya," said Raka.
how does Raka know the name of the mother?