Keep calm and....
Nope that's definitely not me
I'm always all over the place.
Sure I'm not a clown but I had my comedic moments.
But now for the first time in my life I gave something everything I got... I survived and I've had night mares about that night ever since; ever since I discovered that if only I had thought of saving my family and friends, things would have been different... Maybe my journey up to the Nafsugeen would have been different. Althea would try to tell me that nine of it was my fault "they" and only "they" are to blame for all I went through that I was young... Had no idea I could suddenly tap into the harakaaiy the name of the Motion source the source of the powers of all motion type mythos.
I can still remember it like it was just yesterday.
..... First came the blast of air that suddenly hit everything and everyone around me propelling me into the air. I felt danger like i never felt before even as i unconsciously tapped into a power many of my kind have always wished to tap into. Hell all i could think of at that moment was survival as everything around me slowed to a crawl.
I remember swimming through the the air currents as i tried to instinctively find my footing even as the blast radius increased before my eyes and the air became progressively hotter.
Althea says that i didn't really perceive time as slowly as i remember. That i only remember things as such due to shock, guilt and the fact that this was the first tine i tapped into the harakaaiy experiencing the heightened perception enjoyed by awakened speedsters for the first time.
I feel like she only says this to make me feel better even though at other times, i feel like there is truth to what she says.
But lemme tell you what i did experience then you tell me if i was right with the way i reacted.... Or if the name they gave me was justified.