Do you know what's the hardest part to loving you?
I have to try to erase my feeling for you, i have to ry o forget about you, i have to try to end this story, when i get that part in loving you that much.
I dont know what supposed i do. Wheni love you, but you never show me the same effort as mine. I try to not risk my love. But, it seems that we don't have the same path. Maybe i have to start to stop this heart beat for you, but can i?
Suddenly when I'm busy, out of nowhere i think of you and got butterflies in my stomach. That kind of feeling which i try to keep. Kind of feeling which i think won't come asap when i with another. Ikr im easy to love you at first because our eyes always look for each other, even in the crowded.
Mr.H, have you ever love me? Or do you have another lover? Becuse I don't wanna live this story alone. If you love another, i actually don't wanna disturb you, but can you just show it? So i dont confused and think that you do the same.
I try not to search you anymore in the middle of FEB UGM or in any occasion. I don't wanna be a fool again when I'm confess. But, you always come to my mind. Asap, we'll never meet again, we'll become stranger again, we'll come to an end for this org and actually i don't want it to be our last. Why is this so hard?
I don't wanna regret anything, but I don't wanna risk anything. I do love you and i hope you do the same. If I don't go back to this city, maybe I won't feel like this night since 4 days ago, right?