Hi, i guess this is the last part of us dri…
You're get closer with her, actually Idc at first if you with her, if you sometimes catch by my eyes together with her…
I thought that you and her have nothing between both of you…
But, as time goes by, i remember when she told where her house, then i remember clearly that yours is really far from her. Whatsoever, the fact that you always drive her home every our org has project which there is both of you.
Maybe i get it wrong, maybe you and her reslly have sth, maybe you have feelings for her, maybe the fact is nothing between yoy and me, there is so much possibilities in my mind about us.
If you dont have nothing with her, why you drive her home eventhough you know that her home so far from yours? I know it several times in our org, how about the other occasion? do you still do that? Since i know it, i dont trust anymore in your eyes, i dont trust you anymore…
At first i try to keep this story, but i no longer think that ill strong enough to keep us… if you really want to go, then I won't keep you any longer…
Its so hurt, knowing that maybe i keep this story alone, live this story alone, and think that maybe we'll be together in the future, but that sounds hurtful…
Please… show me what your heart really feel…
Do you want meto get more hurt?
Dri i never thought before that i will love you like this, and it turns out this feeling out of my control…
We're not the same, isn't it?
We're just have once deep talked, and both of you have so much moments, then what can i expect anymore?
I never recognize it before, and i stick with my mind that you with her have nothing in between, but many facts make me so much hurt…
What supposed i do right now? Do i have to really become a girl who don't have heart? Do i have to really become Independent Sigma Woman who don't need a man? Do i have to really erase my wishlist to have boyfriend before my uni life ends? I don't wanna like this.., its hurt