Dear Travis,
If you're reading this letter, it means that I'm already gone. Not to a different world but to a different city. I know that we never had a peaceful relationship in the past. We always used to fight like dogs and cats...haha. But I never realised that this relationship of Tom and Jerry will one day turn into the relationship of Romeo and Juliet. Just like their love story, our love story is also short lived and the happily ever after is not in our fate. Keeping the memories, I spent with you in my mind and your essence in my heart, I bidding you fairwell, love. I'll keep loving you till my last breath but we can never become one...
Thanks for supporting me when I was completely devastated by the death of my father. Thanks for caressing me, peppering my face with your lovely kisses and coaxing me during my nightmares...
And eventually, thanks for making love to me...
Your forbidden love,
Diamond
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It's been an year now, love. I still remember the night when I was crying bitterly, clutching my father's picture to my chest. I was feeling too much pain that it started making me feel suffocated...I'd never expected that the person with whom I'm talking on phone, would leave this world forever on the following day! The day of his funeral was the worst day of my life. My mum too left with Brian after a week, back to his abusive husband! I was left all alone in my father's house, living with his memories...
But then, you were my knight in shining armour. You supported me when everyone left me to die alone. Whenever I broke down in tears, you used to hug me and feed me chocolates and we used to watch Netflix series, the whole night together. I really liked sniffling your musky scent by dipping my face in the crook of your neck. You even started addressing me as your girlfriend in front of the whole campus. After this, Many girls started getting jealous of me. They'd started throwing nasty glares and comments at my direction. Many even started bullying me whenever I took my classes,silently. Stupid girls! Well they have the right to get jealous too since I got such devilishly handsome boyfriend whose unique grey orbs held admiration and love only for me...But this little precious moment of us was very short lived and it continued only for a month! Sorry love but I had to leave you because no one was my backbone then and I didn't wanted to be a burden on your shoulders...
Also I wasn't able to continue studying further because I got financially a bit unstable ! That's why I had to leave the expensive city and I moved to the country side.
Life here is really peaceful and simple, unlike the lavish lifestyle of the city. I run here a small bakery of my own and earn enough to look after my life. I really miss you but I can't come to you. I want you to move on and be happy in your life.
I still remember our first and last, precious love making session under the bliss of the silver moonlight. I was standing by the balcony just in my bathrobe, listening to the soothing rustling sound of the air when you suddenly encircled your arms tightly around my waist, abruptly pulling me against your heavy chest till I could feel your minty breath fanning on the crook of my neck...
Flashback...
"What are you staring at love?",he asked while nibbling on my ears...
"The moon! How beautiful and peerless it seems though it has some ugly patches on it!"
"I agree but it's not as handsome as your moon who is eagerly waiting for you in the bed to cuddle! Come, I can see the moon drooling over your flawless Beauty"
"You're too Clingy, Possessive and Exaggerating!"
"Me? I thought you were describing yourself! Yeah clingy and possessive I'm but the last one is you. You're the one who has been exaggerating about having a handsome and sexy boyfriend in front of everyone in the University",he chuckled.
"Sexy my ass!",I huffed rolling my eyes at him.
"Yup I agree! Your ass is really sexy that I wish to adore and worship it day and night",his words made my eyes widened in shock while I stood there with my mouth agape. He immediately went inside his room and hopping on the bed, he started staring at me with an intensity that my legs started turning into jelly under his heated gaze while my mind instantly became a puddle on seeing his dark gaze travelling all along my body and finally got stuck on my lips...
I involuntarily licked my dry lips when I noticed his eyes turned a shade darker. He suddenly got out of the bed and taking predatory steps towards my direction, he abruptly pushed me against the walls. Pinning my hands above my head, he soldered his body against mine and started kissing me ferociously while biting and sucking on my lower lip. It wasn't one of the innocent kisses that he used to give me earlier but this kiss was demanding and rough. His lips were plump and feathery while they tasted divine just like honey and dew. The heat erupting through his body was melting my core while shuddering my soul with the waves of desire and ecstasy, clouding my mind while captivating my body. My mind started getting hazy while my body went limp in his arms.
I started getting breathless from his fierce yet passionate kiss when he pinched my waist lightly. I immediately gasped and taking in the opportunity, he instantly shoved his tongue inside my mouth and started exploring each corner of it. Our tongues tangled and went to war in our locked mouths, battling madly for dominance but eventually his kiss dominated over mine and he started biting and sucking my tongue like it's his favourite candy...
He started peppering sloppy wet kisses all over my neck and jawline while I involuntarily leaned my neck to the side to give him more access. My skin started reacting to his feathery wet kisses that were brushing against my nape sending tingles all over my body while goose bumps started jittering across my flesh. Dipping his face in the crook of my neck, he started ravishing my collar bone, biting and sucking it like a vampire. I couldn't control myself and a moan escaped my lips which ignited his burning desire even more and he started kissing me even more intensely while roaming his hands freely on my bare thighs making my inner walls clench in pleasure and an unknown foreign sensation that was driving me crazy.
He started roaming his hands freely all over my body while cupping my b**bs over the fabric. In an instance, the fabric slipped away from my body while leaving me completely naked in front of him. He instantly pulled away from the kiss leaving me panting for air and started roaming his gaze all over my body with lust dripping from his hawk eyes like a predator looks at his ravishing meal.
"Perfect and all mine!",he uttered while a low grunt escaped his lips, making me shudder under his husky and deep voice. He instantly scooped me in his arms and throwing me roughly on the bed,he started stripping his clothes off until he was only left in his boxers. My face flushed hot while I tried to avert my gaze when he held me by my jaw and whispered huskily in a demanding tone while licking my earlobe sensually "Look at me!!"
As I looked into his eyes, I found myself drowning in the abyss of his grey folds...
He immediately hovered over my body, pinning me down on the bed under his weight with his member poking against my belly making butterflies flutter against my stomach...