"Hey Snow, let's break up..."

When I heard those words coming from my lover my heart began to shatter

"W-What?"

I said stammering, I felt my eyes releasing my tears that seem to fall nonstop and my vision became blurry to the point that I can only see the silhouette of the person in front of me

"I'm sorry Snow..."

I clenched the part of my chest where my heart is located, it feels like my heart will come out and it hurts so much

"W-Why? do you h-hate me? do you want me to do a-anything?" I paused for a moment and continued

"Or... do you have someone else you love?"

I was surprised by the words that I said, I didn't even want to think about it, but I can't help to think that there is a possibility that he loves someone else

I looked at him, my eyes asking for his response

"..." He didn't answer me, so I asked him again

"Shaun, do you love someone else?"

I asked with a firm tone, but my voice became weak, and it sounds like I am begging him to answer my question however he still doesn't answer my question and at this point, I can only think of the phrase "SILENCE MEANS YES"

"I'm sorry Snow, I'm really sorry..." he said while his voice was breaking

"I just want to have a family and..."

Shaun looked at me

"You can't give me that, you are born from a prestigious family, you have it all whether it is money, fame, intelligence... you have it all but despite that, you are not a girl, you can't conceive..."

His words stabbed my heart a billion times, it hurts so much! my breathing became unstable, I wiped the tears falling out of my eyes and approached my lover

"W-Why? why did you do this to me? I thought everything was fine, we didn't even fight! so why? WHY?!"

I shouted at him; Shaun looked at me with a stoic expression before he shouted back at me

"You want to know why?! It's because you're a fucking homo! and people always looked at us with a disgusted look! I can't even be proud of our relationship because they always judge me saying I am a gold digger just because I am your boyfriend! and whenever I want you to have sex with me you will refuse to say that I must fucking wait until we're married! and you know what?! the girl I love gave that to me, I finally became a man thanks to her! I even had sex with her using no condom and let me cum inside of her! because of that she's now pregnant with my child! unlike you who is a fucking homo that doesn't even have a womb, HA! why am I even saying these things to you? You have an IQ of 190 but you're so dumb that you didn't even notice the way I treated you for the past 2 years!"

I suddenly remembered what he had been like for the past 2 years, he became distant to me, he's always irritated, I always smell a different cologne whenever I went near him, he always comes home extremely late, and he always has kiss marks around his neck and at his body which he said that it's just a rash

My mind went through enlightenment when I recalled all the things that would make me doubt him but instead, I ignored it just because I trust him fully.

Shaun looked at me with his angry look before turning around to leave, I ran after him and hugged his back

"Shaun! please don't leave me, please! I'll do anything I'll accept the girl you love, and your child, just don't leave me I'm begging you! please, Shaun, please!"

I pleaded and begged him with all my might, but he just continued walking like he didn't hear anything, and I got dragged, my knees and elbows got scraped but I paid it no mind, all I could think of is for Shaun not to leave me

"Please don't leave me... please, I'll become a transgender and you can have a child with me, I'll let you ravish my body to all of your heart's content... just stay with me please!"

Shaun stopped for a moment before turning around, I felt joy when he stopped but the next thing, I knew was he pushed me away and looked at me like I did something so horrible

"Snow! stop for Pete's sake! I'm already in love with someone else! don't push yourself to me! you're so disgusting, fuck! go away from me and don't bother me again!"

He shouted at me and pushed me hard that my back crashed at the window of our bedroom I stared at my lover's--- no, my ex-lover's back walking away I could only helplessly cry at the situation I was in

"WHAT CAN MONEY DO WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN BUY LOVE?!"

"WHAT CAN APPEARANCE DO WHEN YOUR LOVER DOESN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU?!"

"WHY DID I EVEN WANT TO EXPERIENCE LOVE, IF I WILL JUST SUFFER?!"

I shouted those words at the top of my lungs and suddenly a voice resounded at my bedroom, my strength drained out of my body

"A CHILD WHO HAD EXPERIENCED PAIN…"

My heart started to beat wildly like it wants to go out of his chest

"A CHILD WHO DOES NOT KNOW WHAT LOVE WILL DO…"

My head began to feel immense pain

"A SOUL THAT IS CURSED…"

I felt my body being drag harshly like I'm floating while crashing into things

"I AN OVERSEER OF EVERYTHING…"

My consciousness began to fade

"WILL NOW LET YOU BE EXPERIENCE IT…"

Those were the last words I heard before I completely succumb to unconsciousness

...

[Ow….]

[Now...]

[Snow…...]

[SNOW!]

Snow was woken up by a loud emotionless voice

[HELLO SNOW]

I reflexively looked around the place I was currently in to look for the voice, but my body won't move like I'm paralyzed, I opened my eyes, but it refused to do so

[MY NAME IS SHIRO]

[I AM A SYSTEM BESTOWED UPON YOU]

Eh? What the hell?! Am I hallucinating?

[I WILL HELP YOU WITH THE BEST OF MY ABILITIES TO FIND YOUR FATED PERSON]

Am I really hallucinating? what the hell is this?! an RPG with a romance theme? I was lost in my thoughts, but the emotionless voice resounded again

[YOU ARE CURRENTLY IN AN ANOTHER WORLD]

I want to scoff but I can't

[IN A DIFFERENT BODY]

Huh? what the f---

[AND IN A DIFFERENT TIME, ZONE]

I'm sure I'm going to curse this voice but as it talked, I became speechless

[AND YOU ARE CURRENTLY BEING BORN BY YOUR MOTHER]

I snapped out of it when I heard the last statement, I will be a baby?!

SAY WHAT?!