Pain and void
Bleak and bare
Blood and tears
You and me
Happy or not
Wanted or unwanted
It's going to happen
Sorry for the pain
Sorry for the fights
And sorry for my mind
Sorry for screwing up
And sorry for being sick
I get like this
I clench my fist
I resist at first but then immerse
For dark is my friend it hides my tears
Hides the pain
Eyes shut tightly
I shut down
Silent into the night
It shouldn't be much longer now
Life's a war
That I can't win
Sorry but this is it
I think too much
And I can't undo it all
I screw it up
With blades of silver or my thoughts
Thoughts that scare me
That keep me awake
What do I do
When I'm in a nightmare that never ends
Nightmares come true
With terror in my eyes
And blood on my wrists
I'll wear the biggest smile
And fake it to the end
Sorry for the pain
I hope you get what I mean
I loved you till the end