I can't find my way out.
What do i do?
I've lost myself while losing you.
There's so much going through my mind.
It's getting harder to breathe.
I take a breath
And let it out.
Knowing it's no good.
This kind of panic never ends.
It goes on long into the night.
Even when it seems I'm fine,
Panic is in my mind.
You say calm down
But it just does the opposite.
I'm never calm
Now my head is pounding.
I don't want to speak,
Things get bad.
What did I do?
I just wanted to talk.
I never wanted to end it,
But now I'm here with a blade to my wrists.
You don't know it
But I'm done.
Sorry for the tears.
Sorry for the red.
Sorry for the ending.
Sorry for the Panic.