"Pam... Pam... Pam, wake up", the eyes this face withholds unfold gently with darkness beneath them. "There you are", the voice calls out to me with sinking pressures, "I've been waiting for you to wake up for so long".
I couldn't see anything, until he ascended again before me. Those exact facial features made this white room spin faster and faster, "don't let go Pam!", the person shouts as my strained arms struggle. A loud sound kept me screaming in fear and that's when I realised, as I press my cat alarm clock it was just another nightmare of mine, it didn't matter to me but it does raise something in my thoughts when I get ready for school.
Everything was none saturated, with nothing but paleness in my whereabouts. Every step my feet had taken was almost as if i sank lower into the ground, all I'd listen too was the people talking and the whispers in my head that would tell me to turn back and leave. 'Go', 'what are you doing?!', 'leave now and never go back!', I slowly hold my ears whilst expressing a frown of some sort, and my hair flowed gently with the breeze and the passing autumn leaves.
"You seem low", I quickly heard as I turned to my right immediately. "O-Oh Jack", Jack looked at me with a worried smile whilst rubbing my hands away from my ears. He reminded me of what I should do when I hear the voices, it always resulted into me calling him. My heart would relax around Jack and if feel as if my body could move better when it came to the practical things in everyday life. He escorted me to our ChestNut school, where we both had registration together.
Memories where fuzzy in my mind and beyond, all that I had envisioned was my parents getting angry at each-other and parting their ways. Leaning my reckless cheek on my hand it scrubbed my hair and it followed with a sigh, "Pam where have you been?", the girl next to me asked. What did she mean by where have I been? Haven't I been here my entire life? What had happened?
"I'm sure it was Daisy who asked you that question", Jack answers to me as we walked together to class. "Jack this will sound confusing but I don't remember much at all about what had happened before this morning", Jack looked at me and just answered with a reassuring smile. He put his hand on my shoulder and told me that this was just a another significance and that everything will go back to normal.
After school my eyes began to water whilst the grey clouds where my only source of entertainment, as I looked up at them they moved so slowly. "Pam", a voice I didn't recognise made me stutter my words looking behind me slowly. My eyes opened wide to see him again, "K-Kai?!". Not thinking my legs moved on their own as they sprinted towards him when he opened his arms happily. My entire body pushed into his yet it felt like nothing but the air, with my arms out I opened my eyes to meet with the floor crashing down on it spraining my knees hard. The side of my cheek all red with gravel rubbing it I wondered where he had left.
As I got home everything grew to me, standing in a home of three rooms but there had been no one this morning and this afternoon, my attention drew to a small teddy bear on the kitchen table which held a small paper that said 'for my beautiful daughter'. Those things you describe to have the soul within them they began to water consistently through out the past days.
Am I going insane.