good today will be my first day as a teacher I will teach elementary and high school in a private school here in Cuiabá. I am a university student and I take the mathematics degree course at UFMT. as it is curricular to do an internship I got a place to teach at this school I will take the test to see if it works outright, I don't have time off and change course. I arrive at school late, I close my car and leave quickly, there are a lot of students in this school. I went to the coordination room to introduce myself.-good morning I am professor João de Almeida, I came here because of the lack of a teacher that is available.
-Good that you arrived very happy, I am the coordinator Micheli. she extends her hand to greet me. I get the length.
-good I will take you to meet our principal that she will show the school to you and your classroom today, then we will see the right class schedules.
-right-please here, professor, ... I followed her to the next room next door.
- Good morning, Mrs. Margaret and Professor João Almeida, who will keep the vacant classes that the school has available.-good morning teacher welcome to our school I will show you the classroom and the school for you. first, you will teach only in the 6th grade, 7th grade, 8th grade, 9th grade, and 1st grade, 2nd grade in the 3rd year of high school it's okay for your teacher.
-okay
-this room here and the 8th let me see who's here if it is the teacher I've been thinking I'll leave to introduce you to this class tomorrow ok.
-OK
-and who I thought, it's not bad for the teacher and she doesn't like anyone working on her classes, I want to say that it takes away the students 'concentration, then you've seen it, until you put the class back at the same pace, right? this class and the quietest in the school has an exemplary and demanding student, colleagues and teachers in class here have rules not to mention that the most beautiful girl in school and the most educated too. um, be curious to know this student hopefully she is all of this even I speak to myself in thought.
-Well these are the classrooms that you will work on until the end of the year, then I will show you the whole school. now you need to teach that these students are already waiting for you.
- let us go in. the principals take a deep breath and open the classroom door and I see that the students are making that mess and I almost give up teaching because of the situation in the classroom. she had to scream for silence in the room. and everyone sat in their chairs to hear her speak.
-good morning this class and new teacher from you his name and professor João Almeida, let's greet you with a good morning. and everyone talks at the same time- good morning teacher welcome to our room.
- good morning .... the director makes the presentation and leaves the room.
the bell rings for the break and I go to the teachers' room with a sweet and sweet voice talking to their colleague and laughing. and it comes to my mind who this beautiful and sweet voice was. I looked for her but I didn't find her voice anymore disappeared among the students.the end of the class was quiet I just gave the last class and left to go and heard the same sweet and soft voice. I looked to see, a beautiful girl with dark brown hair, high body marga looked like a guitar so perfect I never saw a girl like that in my life my eyes don't deviate from it even for a minute if you want to until she gets out of my sight and leaves.the next day I arrive a lot later than the next day I run out of my car I get in fast and I bump into someone who goes to the floor with the shock.I'm sorry I didn't see you girl,
-then you should look where you are I'm small but I'm easy for someone to see me. be shocked when I heard the sweet voice, I told myself she was the owner of the soft and sweet voice, and a very beautiful girl by the way.
-You're okay if you got hurt, I reached out to help her get up off the floor it was at this time that she looked into my eyes and stood looking at me as if she had seen something in my eyes, when she took my hand it was something so it is strange to feel, cold shivers all over my body, at the same time I apologized to her;
- I'm sorry, please, I'm in a hurry ... I'm late. ... she said;
- me too! the signal has already gone, I have to go to the classroom ....,-You study here at school ....-Of course ... Well, I have to go see you around ..... she said and I run away I stay looking at her disappear from my face, which room will be hers because I didn't see her yesterday in the high school room or even in the 9th year.
-good morning what class I have today, can you please tell me.
-Of course, you have classes in the 8th-grade classroom and then in the 3rd grade of high school.
-ok more in the 8th grade the principal told me that she had taken me there so that she could introduce me to the students.
-so, of course, I'll call her so she can accompany you to the classroom ok.
-ok ... she enters the principal's office and even leaves there and greets me and says let's go.
- come on ... we arrive at the door of the room she opens the door and I look and see the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life, again sitting right in the first chair of the second row from left to right. when the director speaks;
- good morning ... the same one who is talking to a colleague in the back turns and looks towards the door and keeps her mouth open. looking at me until her colleague nudges her and tells her to close her mouth that is open. I keep looking at her without taking my eyes off her. I enter the classroom length the students and the principal says my name and says that the classroom is an example of behavior and the best of the whole school. as soon as he finishes speaking when he leaves he says-before I forget I'm going to introduce a student from this room who scores 10 and the leader of the room which thing you need you can ask her ok...
- okay.
-Kristhina please can get up, please. This is a 10-year-old student in this room, studying here in this school since kindergarten, and a great student in behavior and discipline is also the example of the school and the room. Thank you dearly can you sit down please. she looked beautiful with her face flushed with embarrassment at having felt that way. I started the class with a presentation by the students I wanted to hear her speak her name, in fact I wanted to hear her voice again. so it was each student to introduce himself until it was her turn.
- your name dear, please... I called her darling I don't believe it ....
- my name is eeee ... she stuttered looking like she was nervous to speak your name ...
-He can talk ...
- kristhina from França I'm 14 years old with the director said the study in this school this kindergarten ... someone deep down said going to retire at school. .... she looked back, she was silent, I saw that it was a student from the back called Luís Fernando .... then I realized that she doesn't like the unfortunate one. ... I asked her to continue talking. so she did and sat down in her chair. so it continued until the presentations ended. during the class I keep watching her, all the time cross-legged without looking at me for a minute if you want to solve the activities quickly and stayed in your chair just looking at the notebook. this close to the end of the class I called her she got up and came to where I was and told me.
- hi teacher, I can help you.I asked her to get a blue folder was in the teachers' room on the table. it took a minute for the bell to ring, and everyone left the room she was alone with me .... she handed me the folder. she was going to leave. I asked...
- Kris .... she turned to look at me... I asked like an idiot-are you really 14? ....-have because it doesn't seem, ... I spoke nonsense again-ate it looks like you're about 16, she told me seriously
-I look like an old woman like that. I stuttered - that's not what I wanted to say.
-Hum and what did you mean then.
- nothing ... she said;
- Well, I'm going to need to go to the break until later, professor.
-To the second dear, have a great weekend. so she left the room without looking back.the rest of the classes were normal, the girls from the 3rd were all taken aback by my side but I didn't give importance to even one of them. as soon as the classes ended, go out and get my material and enter the teachers' room, the coordinator informed me that I have to plan the weekly classes and the annual one too. I said that on Fridays I'm not going to college. she told me that I could do it at school then and if I needed help I had a book in the school library to be used as support material for lesson planning. I said that I would come in the afternoon to plan these two days and the annual. she told me to feel free to use the school whenever I needed it.I went home to take a shower and have lunch with my family and then I would have to come back at 13:00 to plan this two day class. I finished my lunch, got in the car and went to school again, as soon as I arrived I saw her getting out of the car and saying goodbye and then kiss, I ran to her
- Do you study the two-period dear ?. I was standing with my arms crossed looking at her. as soon as she saw me stammered to answer.
- and it is and that I came to the school to help Professor Regina set up the library. how stupid I am,
-Hum and I forgot that you are very helpful at school. she answered me as I deserved to hear.
-Well I always liked to help, I love helping people, especially my teachers.
-Hum and good to know that. I replied, already thinking, I will take advantage of every second of your kindness. the more she asked me.
- And you the teacher are doing what here at this hour, will you teach both of them? ... this girl is very intelligent and has good answers and knows how to ask the right questions at the same time.I replied
-I didn't come to make my lesson plan for the week.
- Good bye I have to go to teacher Regina is waiting for me bye she said and I leave. I answered, see you later. but she didn't even look back. I said to myself João forgets her because it will be difficult, without saying that she and my student. and what a beautiful student, really, is the most beautiful in the whole school and the smartest too. I went into the teachers' room and greeted everyone who was there with a good afternoon. the teacher looked at me weirdly but I didn't give a shit about her. I sat on the chair at the table with my materials in hand and started making my lesson plan for the two days. I was in the middle of the plan I remembered the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life and the owner of a beautifully soft and delicious voice I heard. keep imagining her talking every day just so I can hear her voice that brings me peace and makes me feel like a happy man just by hearing her voice. but then I remembered she is only 14 years old. um, how can a 14-year-old girl have a body like hers and her friend who is not the same age as her body? I missed sailing I went to the library because I knew it was there. she was helping the teacher when she saw me open the door she was looking at me with those beautiful jaboticaba eyes, I asked the teacher where the math textbooks were. The teacher said she was on the middle shelf right in the middle row for a year. I went to where the teacher told me the books were sometimes I looked at her because she is wearing a short cost that showed her legs well. then I asked the teacher a question. I wanted to know if there was a collection of books at school and I told her the name and she said yes. That was when she asked Kris to show me the books I wanted.
-Kris, can you show the books to the teacher, please ... ... then she got up. I fixed the shorts and went to show me where the books are, at this time and I took her hand and looked into her eyes she stood looking at me. she kept her mouth open. It was at this time that I spoke,
-you are very beautiful kris and you look more beautiful when you are flushed looking at me like that ... that's when you realized that your mouth is open and staring at me. then she took her hand out of mine, she showed me where the books were and left. The teacher said she needed to leave and ran out of the room to leave. don't understand what happened to her. I went back to the teachers' room and someone told me that the principal wanted to talk to me. I went to see what she wanted I knocked on the door but no one answered. I decided to enter more for my surprise she was there sitting on the couch. she just looked at me there, I saw that she went pale and nervous.
-this all right dear, you're feeling sick, you want me to take you home, she replied that it's alright dear, it's sick, wants me to take it home, she said no, just that she felt bad and was going to be fine. she rolled her eyes-are you running away from me Kristhina? She stared at me wide-eyed without saying anything at this time and the director enters the room.
-kris dear you are pale again it's alright I can take you home. It was at this time that I said;
-I can take you. but she was quick to respond again.
-You don't need my godfather, he must be arriving to pick me up. But then the director said it would be,
-good teacher you can do this favor. She said again that she didn't need to wait. but she looked at her watch and said- it is still 4:15 pm he will only arrive at 5:00 pm right ... she said yes with her head but doesn't leave the place I kept sitting and,
- said I'll wait. Mrs. Margaret said,
-ok. but asked me to keep an eye on her if she gets sick again it was to call her. I thought if she knew that and I am the reason for her to be sick, she would not ask me to stay there looking at her without saying that I loved looking at her. she closed her eyes so as not to look at me .... a silence invading the room for a while I think she dozed there. to me unhappiness someone said that her sparrow had arrived, I got very close to her and I smelled a delicious woody flower smell from her perfume and said,
-hem sleeping beauty wake up your father arrived .... she opened her eyes to look at me when she saw that I was very close to her. He jumped up and walked away from me, and quickly left the room practically out of the room, without looking back. I thought is she afraid of me. get confused and left too. I got home I went to my room I took a shower and lay down on the bed. my mom came in and asked.
-Oh son how was work enjoying this class, I said yes but she realized that I am different and asked if something happened. I said no she asked again. then I saw that there was no point in hiding from her. I said that I had met a very beautiful girl, in fact, she was really beautiful without defects, but I can't get near her. my mom asked me why. I replied that it is a very precious jewel that cannot be touched by anyone. but my mom said to me,
- son if you like her, fight for her no matter what will happen. fight for this feeling that is being born within you. but I said I couldn't fight. because if I say that why even she will tell me to forget her because of her age. I spent a weekend with the dog thinking about the most beautiful girl in the world for me because I have seen many beautiful girls more like her I had never seen in my life. on Sunday I went to the mall with my friends was there having a beer and suddenly shield the sweetest voice that my ear ever heard more of this see this sweeter because she is trying to convince a boy to go to the cinema with her and the boy said no most insisted a lot to go. I almost said she was going to watch the movie more and very sweet and did blackmail with the boy that at the time he said -Kris you don't and there is saw. so the two of them will go out with arms together I stay I felt a rage of anger that everyone looked at me and said;
- What was Joao suddenly got angry like that? It looks like you saw something and didn't like it. I didn't say anything, stay in total silence until I decide to go to the cinema to see if I can see her. but get there she was already entering and I didn't know which cinema room she was in. I decided to wait until she leaves the room. an hour and a half later I saw her going out with the boy and a friend together but the boy kissed the other girl on the mouth then I realized that they were not alone in the cinema. and that's why the boy didn't want to go see the movie with her because he had a little girlfriend. and she was a sail. I decided to go home to sleep because I had to wake up early for class and I needed this one with a good face because I would teach in her room and I couldn't be with a hangover in the morning.