I spent the weekend with my family for someday I haven't seen my country and my sisters, because now we were just us, after my brother's death I asked my mother to live in my godparents' house for a while until I started to crease pain. I still remember the time when he and I were alone at home."
- keep up with you and you, I like you a lot, you know.
-And even because you like me a lot, I know.
- I can first you are the only one who stays with me watching cartoons, who plays with me as a policeman and thief, who kites me, who plays with a cart too, and helps me with my homework, who knows when I'm sad, who keeps me company.
-Hum, I do all of that right, huh.
- Makes you the only one so I love you I will love you even when I'm not here with you anymore.
- I can know where you are going and leave it alone here with whom I am going to play after all.
- I'm going to die with Jesus up there in heaven did you know.
- at this time I felt a shiver through my body and started to cry and asked,
-but who told you that.
- he answered me, Jesus! I had a dream and he told me that I'm going to live there in heaven with him and it won't belong.
- I answered that and truth we will all live with him in heaven one day.
- yes but he said I will go first. I hugged him and cried with him on my arm and said.
-Jesus will not take you from me will not, and continue to cry non-stop. It was at this time that he said;
- Jesus said that he will take care of you for me and that he loves you very much and loves me too.
- for Diogo thing.
-Jesus is not going to do it ok you know you are my perfect brother I love him very little brother very, very much, stay hug him for a long time, and said;
-we play a little bit more. I clean my eyes with my hand ".Then I remembered that it had been two days before the accident. I started to cry without to is my mom came in the room and asked.
-Daughter because he is crying like that I know that it hurts I know that you love him, just as we all loved him so much more God wanted to do this in our lives and we gave ourselves to accept what he does. I told her what had happened that day, she hugged me and I cried even more, and she said you two have always been very close together, you have always been a companion to each other, I know this is a difficult time for you, my dear, it will pass with time and only memories will remain. I ended up falling asleep in his arms. Wake up with my sister see me calling;
- wake up sleeping beauty from the time to get up today you go back to school. I got up and went to the bathroom to do my morning hygiene, finished getting ready and left the room, and went to have breakfast with my family. But the emotion was very great to look at the table in the place where he sat and not see him there, we had breakfast in silence. we left the house altogether, my mother took me to school, and my sisters went to hers, and I did too because mom thought it best to take her out of school and put it in the same way that my sister sees and RO studied. In this school the study and full time. Only I am a student at a different school. we arrived at the school, the signal had already touched, my mother took me to the classroom as it was Monday the first classes were in Portuguese are teacher Soraya who is in the classroom, when she saw me come in she came towards me and said- welcome dear to your room we were missing you and hugged me. So all my colleagues came and hugged me and made the party. And soon the news spread there, it was difficult for the teacher to continue teaching. There was a lot of hugging even from people I think didn't like me hugging me. With that, the intermission signal rang and the length just increases, everyone turned to greet me well at this time I saw that she was very dear to everyone at school. The most I wanted was a hug from someone I saw from a distance watching me. The bell rang, announcing that the break was over. I went to your office and I came to myself. And he knew the class was his. My heartfelt like it was going to come out of my mouth. I entered the room I sat in my chair and then he came in the length of the room and turned to me and said-be welcome dear you were missed here. It's not even personal and everyone says it was. I thanked everyone again. A confessor who is disappointed I thought he would hug me but he didn't. I sat on the chair and looked at him, who winked at me and I blushed right away and he smirked. Well, the class went well once again I look at him to see if he was looking at me. And every time he was in fact he didn't take his eyes off me for a second, he just looked away from me to write on the board. It was ten minutes to finish the class he said very personal for today and only until Friday. And dismissed the class. But more said;
-Kris I need you to stay because I will spend activity and work for you to do for the days that you were absent from classes all right. who was absent from classes all right.
- I said ok and waited for everyone to leave the room. He got up and closed the door and came over to me. He held my hand,
-I was longing for you little I couldn't wait for this class to end to be with you alone, so he made me get up and hugged me, I keep silent just feeling your embrace and the smell of him. But he pulled away from me a little and took my chin making me look at him and kiss me in a way that the floor disappeared from my feet I get limp in his arms and he fell and walked away.
-are you all right. Without saying anything, be silent without saying anything because you are in shock because I have never been kissed in my life,
-no need to be ashamed no one saw us, I bowed my head-I'm not ashamed I never received a kiss before, and in fact, I never kissed anyone or a boy or anyone. He hugged me again and said,
- we have to find a way to meet you other than at school. I nodded yes. then he said -I'm going to think about it. Then I said that on Saturday I have a music class. We could see it at my music school because it is close to a square and I always wait a long time for someone to come and pick me up.
- very good idea but I can't stand being without giving a kiss before Saturday, not after I take advantage of your kiss. Stay quiet. but the silence was broken when he asked if I had a phone I said yes I gave him the number I said that in the afternoon I was alone at home after 2 pm. he said he would call me on his break from college was the idea that came up for me to take a music class in college because there were classes for teenagers to learn to sing, play instruments,
-I played the violin. He stood with his mouth open looking at me.
- for real? I will see that today. Okay, so I won't be away from you very long. The bell rang. I left first and then he left. For anyone to suspect that we were there alone. I went out and looked, there was no one in the hall and I went out of the school to find my mother who was waiting for me at the gate.