I don't want you to act silly like Elsa who was willing to sacrifice her own life for Edward. Love is so strange, complicated, sometimes love is happy sometimes painful. I really hope that you are not a slave to love."
"You have never fallen in love so you can say that. Although I do not agree with what Elsa did but I also want to fight for my love with all my might."
"Then if it doesn't work ??" said Cyntia as she took a piece of cake and put it in her mouth.
"I .. don't want to talk about failure just yet. I have to stay optimistic."
"Alena .. besides the statement that Nizam loves you. Has he ever touched you?"
Alena shook her head.
"Has he ever kissed you?" Asked Cyntia again.
"Never, even though I really want to be kissed by him. His lips are hmmm ..." Alena even fantasized about being kissed by Nizam.
"Stop it, Alena. Do you love him or just want to sleep with him ??"
"Both of them .." Alena answered, shyly embarrassed there was a strange feeling that suddenly stimulated her every time she imagined Nizam.
"Alena... Have you ever loved someone before ??" Cyntia looked at Alena who blushed with a slightly out of breath. Alena shook her head.
"Be grateful Alena. Because you are the type of person who gets out of control when in love. If you are already in love then you will try to sleep with him."
Alena started at Cyntia's words. The fantasies about kissing Nizam just evaporate.
"What do you mean by what you say?" Alena was a little inflamed.
"Be honest with me. Do you really want it sexually?" Cyntia said in a sharp voice. Alena winced at the statement which was too vulgar to her.
"Look Alena .. I'm afraid that what is in your brain is only the sensation of what it feels like to sleep with Nizam. After you get it all then it could be that your love will disappear. Isn't that all this time he's never done anything to you? Unlike Edward, Justin, Jonathan, or something. "
Alena was stunned by her best friend's theory.
"Of course not. Mmm .. it's just that Cyntia I've never had this kind of feeling before. I've never let another man touch me for no reason. For example like this. I don't mind if a guy is holding her when crossing the street. Or shaking hands while touching the cheek. If I do more than that I feel disgusted. To be honest I have never kissed anyone. So if you say I want it sexually. I don't understand what I want is just to touch it to make my feelings out. "
"Alena .. my dear. That feeling is called passion. Everyone's passion is different. Some women that passion will appear when they are in front of a man they love. Be thankful that you are the type of person who finds it difficult to fall in love. Because if not then you are already sleeping. with lots of men. "Cyntia said as she looked at Alena. Almost spattered out the coffee that Alena just gulped out of his mouth.
"What you say is ridiculous and disgusting .." said Alena grumpily.
"Oh yes .. try to say all this time. Who has often wanted to touch Nizam all this time? Are you to him or Him to you?"
Alena was silent she dreamed. Nizam never touched it. During this time he tried to avoid touching Alena on the pretext that his religion forbids him Ah .. obviously that is because he is a truly devout Muslim who is not like himself half-heartedly.
"Ummm .. so far it was I who always tried to touch him and he was always trying to avoid .."
"Now that's one of the mystique. Sorry, I don't know about your religious beliefs like what? But .. apart from the prohibition of your religion not to touch each other before marriage do you have no other thoughts about why he is like that. Could he be impotent? "
Alena gasped at Cyntia's theory, which made her head feel dizzy and dizzy. But Cyntia's last sentence, which said Nizam was impotent, made Alena feel nauseous and broke out in a cold sweat. Then Alena looked deeply at Cyntia and asked.
"If he is impotent, why?"
Now it was Cyntia who gaped.
"Oh my God ... Alena. I don't know what is in your brain ?? So if you eat a lot and are nutritious. Don't just eat vegetables and fruit. Eat lots of meat and fish too so that your brain development runs perfectly and mmm .... . " Cyntia could not continue her words because Alena was smothering her mouth.