Chapter 12 - Punishment

After going back to Grammys place to check on everything, we get my kittens, dropping them off at our house. Manny says I can keep all of them! I put some toys, food and water out for them and set them up in the half bathroom, on the second floor and closed the door. I didn't want them tearing stuff up while we were away. We drive downtown to go eat lunch at Giordano's pizza. I order the small veggie deep dish with pineapple. Manny gets a large meat lovers and asks me, "Why don't you get some meat on your pizza babe, sausage or something?" "I don't like pork, its too salty and gives me headaches" I tell him. "You know that you can get chicken or beef also, right? Hey add beef to her pizza as well waitress, thanks." he says. I didn't really want to eat meat right now that's all, and he went and got it put on my pizza anyway, I roll my eyes, I can order for myself seriously!.. Grammy and everyone else orders as well.

"So where you want to go shopping at Grammy?" he asks her. "Honestly, since you're paying for it, I don't even mind Manny." Grammy smiled. "I don't know, where do y'all usually get your clothes and shoes from?" "K-Mart or the thrift store and shoes from Payless. Six kids is a lot to be shopping for so, I gotta make the money stretch as far as it'll go" she said. He tapped his index finger on his lips and sighed, frowning a bit.. "You ever been to Macy's? They have both shoes and clothes. You want to go there?" he asks her. "Naw, I ain't never been but, yeah we can go there!" Grammy replied gladly. "Okay cool, Macy's it is then." Before we left I made sure they washed their hands good, don't want them getting stains on the clothes.

So after we ate we went to Macy's and spent almost 3 hours there! I had to make sure that my brothers and Phat could fit the clothes and shoes they picked out. After they chose about 10 to 12 outfits each and around 5 pairs of shoes, I got me a few dresses and wedges to match. I also found the kittens some things. Manny found me some purses that went with my outfits as well. I looked at him confused, "You got me some bags?" He eyed my teddybear backpack. "It's not that I don't like your backpack, its just.." He ran his fingers thru his hair, looking nervous, "It doesn't really match with what you are wearing sometimes babe" or at all babe.. "Oh ok, I love the color purple and I love teddy bears that's why I wear it Manny. And I'm not really big on matching. I told you, I wear what's comfortable." I told him honestly.

"Well, I would love if you are both comfortable and matching babe, preferably with me. I want us to match when we go out, is that okay with you?" he asked me. I thought about it, "Sure that's okay, as long as we're both comfortable. My mom used to get me clothes that were very uncomfortable. It would be itchy or they were too small or too big. And the shoes were so small that my toes would hurt!" I told him truthfully. "I understand that sweetie, and you don't have to worry about that anymore okay?" he rubbed my cheek and kissed my forehead. Her mom was a real piece of work, damn lady did you even care about them, smh. You will never suffer like that again baby, not with me! I'll always make sure that our family has everything we need.

"Hey y'all done yet? Gurl I got me some good stuff for the house, I'm finna decorate and spruce up the place real nice!" Grammy said gladly walking towards us with her cart overloaded with stuff. Well he did say she can get what she wants so... lol. Hey speaking of decorating.. "Manny, I would love to decorate our home too, if you don't mind?" I asked him. "I don't mind at all babe, get whatever you want to okay?" he said. And I was so happy that I almost hugged him.. but stopped just in time. He gave me a 'What did I tell you' look, his eyebrows raised. "Sorry.." I said, embarrassed. Then I heard Grammy say, "Gurl don't be sorry, be safe!" I just nodded my head. "Do you think that they have garden stuff here?" I asked him. "They should" he says, "They do, I got some! I'll show you" Grammy said. "Come on y'all, get your carts, we going this way." They each have a cart full of stuff and we all followed Grammy.

Grammy showed us then took my siblings to get them new bed linens and we went to get some garden stuff. I was bending at the waist looking at some garden decor on the bottom shelf, when I felt Manny grab my waist from behind and press his thing on my butt! 'GASPS' OMFG THIS GUY! Embarrassed, I quickly got up and pushed him, he didn't even budge, "Really?!" I was so irritated by him. "What's wrong babe, you can't expect me to behave when you just poke it in my face like that!" he said chuckling.

It's not funny, there's a time and a place for it and it's not here! I seen people looking at us. And put my head down with my hands over my face and took some deep breaths to calm down.. honestly, I wonder if he would stop being like this if we just 'did it', or will it make him worse smh. I'm sad thinking about the latter. He must've sensed it, "I'm sorry babe, I'm... stupid sometimes and can't help myself" he looked sorry, he came closer to me. Sniffling I ask, "Manny.. I wonder if having sex with you is gonna make you stop being so mannish with me or will it make you worse..?" I spoke so only he heard me, I looked at him intently I really wanted to know his answer.

Was she finally ready to do it! She didn't want to wait anymore? I thought excitedly. No wait.. she said, 'I wonder if..', that's a question.. she looks like she wants my honest opinion. Hmm.. "It may help out a little bit sweetie, but honestly I just have an extremely hard time keeping my hands off of you, real talk! I've never been like this with anyone before, but with you it's hard, really hard for me not to touch you. I just have to have you near me. I feel.. weird when you aren't around.. alone and miserable!" he looked miserable saying this. He was becoming addicted to me, kinda like how my mom is with drinking alcohol and doing drugs, its like they can never have enough! This isn't good at all, we need to do something soon! But I'm not sure what though. "We may have to get you some help with this problem, Manny" I told him sincerely.

Problem? What problem, I don't have a damn problem! "I don't have a problem, Keya. And I don't need help either, my only problem is that I'm crazy about you. I need you around me 24/7 and you can't be! I don't need any help with that and you need to remember that, okay?!" he looked angry and I just nod, I don't want to agitate him any further and this was something we needed to talk about in private anyway.

I grabbed his hand gently and squeezed, and looked at him with understanding. His eyes softened some and he kissed me! My Keya.. I can never stay mad at her, she's the reason I wake up in the morning! And waking up to her this morning was just beyond perfect, I'm looking forward to that happening every day for the rest of our lives! Thank you Father! "We can talk about it later if you want, Papi" she says. Grammy says that people who have an addiction, usually denies having one, just like mom, she doesn't think she's a drunk and addicted to drugs. But she's delusional so whatever, I don't want Manny to be like that, even if it's over me. "Okay baby, you ready to go?" he grinned, at least he wasn't mad anymore. "Almost done, I was looking at something down here" I went back over to the shelf, and bent down at the knees, "before you so rudely interrupted me hahahaha" I was teasing him, he was still grinning.

"Look at this" I said. It was a garden flag that said, 'Home is where the Garden is' and the word garden was encircled with a heart, awww, it was so cute! I heard him coming over, I turned to look up at him, "Do you want it?" he said looking at me with one eyebrow raised and a half smile. I'm starting to like the way he looks at me, I nod, "Get it, Mami" I grab it and he lifts me up! I don't know if I will ever get used to this, he picks me up like I'm a toddler lol! "Why do you do that?" I asked him giggling. He looked like he wants to taste me again, smh. "Well, I did tell you that I can't keep my hands off you.." he kissed me for a long time and my butt started tingling, why is that? I really wanted to hug him but.. I'm still sore from earlier and we are in the middle of a store.

So I try to lightly push away from him but he smashes my face back into his, not letting me get free! It feels great and I'm really trying not to moan but, we need to stop people are staring! I see Grammy coming back, and I begged her with my eyes to help, I tapped his shoulder, "Hmm?" he murmured, "Manny?!" Grammy yelled, and he quickly let go of my head and stopped holding my lips hostage! "Put her down, boy I can't leave you alone for 5 minutes!" He gently put me down whispering, "We'll finish this later!" he looked upset. It scared me to look in his eyes and I felt a weird feeling in my chest near my left shoulder and arm, like chills or something..

I can't believe she tried to push me away, she'll pay for that shit later! I needed to distract Grammy some more too.. I got it! "Hey Grammy when was the last time y'all been to Six Flags?" I said turning around while gripping My Keya's hand firmly and looking Grammy in her eyes. She was overjoyed, good! "It's been a long time, why?" she looked very interested. "I was thinking about going there for a few days, maybe y'all want to come along as well?" I said looking at her convincingly. "Hell yeah I wanna go, when we leaving?" she was extremely excited. Excellent, I thought arrogantly! "Tomorrow morning, we can get a hotel room, then head over to the park and have some fun." If I can get Grammy in check then she will get My Keya to listen to me without question, she'll be completely obedient just like I want her to be!

All my siblings were happy to hear that too, because we had never been to Six Flags. But I had this weird feeling that I was in trouble for pushing him away from me just now, oh man.. We got a few more things for the house and went to check out.

After we left Macy's he took us to the Disney store and again let us get what we wanted to. The van was starting to get pretty full, so Manny decided to take them to the movies, he gave Grammy a few thousand dollars. And me and him went to the AT&T store to get me a cellphone, he added it his current plan and this way I could call him or vice versa anytime.

We headed to Massage Envy for our appointment. He got us a couple's massage for two hours. The room had two massage tables, a bench, a full length mirror and a shelf with towel warmer. The walls were deep purple and the music was nice and smooth. Manny got butt naked! My eyes almost popped outta my head, "Do I have to get naked too?" I was nervous, I don't know these people like that to be naked in front of them! "Not if you don't want to baby" he says calmly. Sighing, I started taking off my dress and shoes, but kept on my underwear. A knock on the door, "Are you ready?" a female masseuse asked politely. "Lay on your stomach" Manny told me, I did. "Yes" he says laying a towel on my backside and going to lie down on his table.

Entering the room first, the female saw me before I laid down and said gasping, "Jesus!" she was wide eyed and blushing hard too, yeah that's right all 13 inches is real and me. The female was Keya's masseuse and the male was mine. I ordered us a deluxe package, which included an exfoliating foot and hand scrub, also a deep tissue massage. After some time I asked her, "Are you enjoying this sweetie?" she turned smiling, "Yes this feels amazing, Papi! Thank you!" "Good, good" She went to sleep soon after that, I heard her snoring lightly.

When they were done I gave them both a $100 tip and thanked them, on the way out the male said, "Sorry about her, she is new, and she has only worked with female clients" I laughed, "It's okay it happens." I locked the door after them and decided how I was gonna punish her for pushing me away earlier. That shit will never happen again in public or private!

He woke me up by taking off my panties! I was laying on my stomach, I look around yawning and it was just us in the room. He was standing in front of me, I was about to get up and get dressed but.. "Stay your ass down!" I told her angrily and I kneel down to face her, she was afraid, her eyes bulging, shivering slightly her lips quivering, "You need to be punished for pushing me away today" I grabbed her head and through narrowed eyes, looked her dead in hers, "Don't you EVER push me away, do you fucking understand me?!" I said every word slowly and methodically so that she knew without a doubt that I was absolutely serious. She had tears coming down her face and was breathing hard. But she blinked and nodded her reply.

I lowered her head slowly and squeezed some of the oil the masseuse used on us, in my hands and rubbed it on my cock. Then dripped some on her ass, tossed it to the side and climbed over top of her, pinning her down with my legs on either side of table, sliding my dick in between her ass cheeks. I can feel her trembling and see her goosebumps forming all down her arms, back and legs. I held her down with one hand on her back and used my thumb to hold my dick in place while I pumped it in between her cheeks! "Manny.. I'm sorry.. I'll never.. do it again.. I promise!" she said between sobs, but I wasn't done yet.

After awhile I hitched up her waist and slipped my dick in between her still closed legs near her pussy, my sweet spot! 'GASPS' Oh no, "Manny I'm still sore from earlier please don't, ple..." And I pump until I feel she's had enough! She's screaming, moaning and crying into the massage table. I see her virginity and thought 'it'll be so easy.. too easy to just slid deep inside her right now'.. I rub her hymen with my thumb and see her head pop up hearing her gasp sharply, "Manny pleeease,.. you p..promised.." she begged her voice barely a whisper and very hoarse. I felt she had learned her lesson so I stopped. I wasn't trying to get off but teach her not to reject me ever again!

Did he just try to... maybe my aunts were right and he couldn't wait till we were married... What can I do? I feel him lift up off of me and turn me around, he bent down till he was inches from my face, "Have you learned your lesson.. to never, ever push me away again?!" he looked so mad, and I didn't want him to be mad at me. I nodded my head very fast and grabbed his face "Yes! I did..and I.. will Never.. push you away again.. Papi I swear!" I told him sincerely and burst out crying. "Then why did you do it in the first place babe?" I asked her. "Because people were staring at us.." I told him.

"What!? I don't give a shit about people looking at us, you are Mine! And I do what the fuck I want to you," he put his hands under the back of my knees and butt lifting me up off the table sitting me on him, his hard penis between my butt cheeks, like he did earlier this morning but this was different, and I didn't like it at all. I was sooo much pain right now, "..when the fuck I want to do it and however the fuck I want to do it to you and can't nobody do shit about it! Do you fucking understand me!?" he looked and sounded so.. evil, I was terrified outta my mind!

I just nodded, tears still coming down my face. He laid me down on the table under us. "Say it! Say you fucking understand me!" he growled at me. "I fuckin understand you, Papi!" I told him truthfully. "Good" he kissed me hard, it hurt and I really wanted him to stop but, I promised him that I wouldn't push him away. My lips were hurting, I didn't know that kissing could hurt so bad, he kissed me so hard that my teeth scraped the inside of my lips and I tasted blood.

Thank goodness it didn't last long. He got off me and got dressed. It really hurt to move, every single time I took a step it shot pain all through me! I didn't like this at all.. But what was I gonna do..? Well I know what I wasn't gonna do, and that was never push him away ever again! I never wanted to be in this kinda pain again! That was for sure, embarrassed and hurt I asked, "Can you help me, please..?" he helped me get dressed and carried me out of the spa. I seen some of the employees staring at us. I was so embarrassed that they may have heard us. I just lowered my head into his chest and tried to ignore them. We drove to go get my family from the movies.