I am falling again.
I don't even know if I'll be able to get up again.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
I know it's wrong to stay on the ground, but I no longer have the strength.
It's difficult to get up after this defeat.
Yes, because in the end I lost.
I've lost everything.
How do I get up?
Our 'certainties', all collapsed.
Many times, I have been told that falls are very useful in life.
Many times, I have been told that unfortunately you have to end up on your stomach.
To better understand ourselves, to understand who we really are, what we want.
Often, we are not allowed to get up again until we completely touch the bottom.
And unfortunately, I'm still making the road to get there.
I don't know if I'll ever get up.