I wrote you a lot of songs recently.
You know, music has helped me a lot in a way, especially in always distracting me from the same thoughts.
So I started writing.
They aren't real songs, I did not create a melody for them.
There is only the text.
I really wasted a lot of paper.
My first ideas for starting to put something down are made entirely of scribbles and lines all over the place.
Many times, I have too many things to say and I don't know where to start, so I give up everything.
Other times, however, I can get everything out.
In those cases, I messed everything up so much that I miss english, I omit many points and it all ends up in confusion.
But I like it, I can let off steam completely.
And I got to the point of finding yourself even among useless pieces of paper.
Absurd, huh?