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Chapter 64 - the thoughts of leya and Vanessa

I wish I was a guy sometimes I love my wife yet the religion forbids us from marrying we had to get married by someone so it was hard. But Honestly why can't I have a wife. Leya questions religion she feels a love for God yet is forbidden from what she wants. She never goes to the church or meets with the preist. Why at times do I feel male and sometimes female. Why am I this way I feel like God doesn't love me. Leya starts to cry but Vanessa sees her and asks her what's wrong. Leya says that's she feels like God doesn't love her and that she's a horrible person. Vanessa comforts her saying it's okay that you are different you like girls and that's okay. No it's not Vanessa the preists always say it isn't. Vanessa says don't worry about the preists you helped us defeat our enemies leya. Also I noticed how you struggle with gender dysphoria it's okay if you want to be a guy at times. Leya asks Vanessa why are you trying to comfort me your family is super religious. Yeah I know Leah but you're my childhood friend. Vanessa why do you care about this aren't you the person who's translating the religious texts. Yes but leya you are my friend and that's important. You don't respect me or my marriage how are we friends Vanessa. I do leya you just don't understand I may say it's wrong but I'm not saying you can't. That's hurtful but I get that it's your veiw. Leya dont be hurt because I said that. You think I'm wrong for being in love with a woman. No leya I think the sexual part and the marriage is wrong but you can still love her. Vanessa you don't get how I feel. I guess I don't but you used to love the church when we were kids. I know but I've changed.