While I was in a tragic state the bedroom door was opened. "Um, are you two awake yet?" Our mother had entered the room and her face was surprised.
But the surprise disappeared and gave way to happiness. "I can finally dress you both up in different clothes." My mother said with a satisfied smile when something appeared in front of us, it was easy to see that she has a space ring.
I looked at what she took from the ring and my mind that had stabilized became chaotic again.
They were clothes .. Women's clothes for babies. Until today we had only worn white clothes, maybe I was rejecting the small details, because all the women I met wore white clothes and the few men I saw in this house wore gold clothes.
Perhaps in my mind I knew that I was no longer a man and that is why I rejected these details, but now there is no turning back ...
The clothes removed were childish, pink and full of ruffles ... Mother was getting closer and closer and I knew I couldn't help it, I'm still a baby ... I had a final fight but that was unfortunately not enough.
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A few more months passed and it was the most painful month of all my 3 lives. The main reason is that our mother has the hobby to dress us up cute, every day after feeding us she tried on several cute clothes.
And the worst of all is that she always took us for a walk through the giant house, that I discovered is still the same and we had only changed rooms.
It was extremely stupid to be looked at by the maids as if I were one of the most beautiful things in the world, it was even worse when men and my dad called me cute.
Fortunately, some good things happened, as I manage to control my body better and as I showed a lot of intelligence, the maids let me take the diaper off, things like bathing are still done with the help of they but I'm managing to be independent again. Getting used to this female body and my new life is one of the sufferings I had in these months.
Li Hui my sister always accompanied me so after I got out of diapers she followed me. Hui'er is always following me and imitating me but she has a lot less trouble than me, she has a lot of fun with changing clothes and got used to using the bathroom very fast.
Since I learned to walk, I refuse to stay on my lap ... Well, my mother doesn't care about the refusal and whenever she is with both of us, we are carried. Anyway outside that time we are hardly we are in someone's lap.
Recently my vocal cords have improved enough to start speaking, as I want to be able to speak quickly to make my wishes clear, that's why I come I have been training all night with Hui'er. And I must say again my sister is a genius she is learning to speak just by listening my lines are imperfect.
About the strange ritual that we went through, I learned that it is a ritual that the children of the Clan Li undergo, it is a ritual to inherit the blood of the Li family. It's a little confusing, aren't we from the Li family? If we are then why are we getting this blood ?. Maybe only when i grow up i can find out more about it.
I also examined the information I have in mind and amazingly discovered many useful and interesting things.
The first thing being about cultivation. The cultivation of this world is different from my last life, it is very different and unique.
Let's start by explaining what my last life was like.
Unlike the Xuanhuan that I read in my first life, the cultivation of my second life did not need things like Dantian, veins or meridians, we needed only one thing "The Spirit." Even saying this, the Spirit is nothing more than a replacement for the Dantian.
To have a spirit it is necessary to go through a ritual at 6 years of age, in this ritual our spirit will be "awakened" but this is a type of false awakening. He is awake but only when we are 12 or when we accelerate the real awakening do we finally discover what that spirit is.
The spirit refers to a projection of our spirit in a special way, the spirit of each person can take different forms be it a sword, an herb, an element, a beast or a body buff. For example I had a spirit of the flame, it was called spirit of the Divine Flame Yang.
Spirits are divided into ranks from 1 to 9, with 1 being the most common and 9 being the rarest, above them there is only the Divine classification. My spirit of the Divine Flame Yang was a spirit ranked 9, an extreme talent in that world. Unfortunately my body did not matched my spirit and that prevented me from entering the Realms of the Union.
In that world there are 9 cultivation Realms they are called:
1st Realm: Awakening.
2nd Realm: Essence.
3rd Realm: Elemental Awakening.
4th Realm: Real Spirit.
5th Realm: Union.
6th Realm: Renovation.
7th Realm: 3 Cores.
8th Realm: 9 Stars.
9th Realm: Destruction.
I never surpassed the Realm of the Union but my strength came to match the Realm of the 9 stars, unfortunately, I could only use the strength of the 3-Core Realm, if I used more than this my spirit would break and I would lose my cultivation of the Union Realm.
Now the question is: How did I achieve such a strength since I never exceeded the Union Realm ?. Well, I was in despair and decided to try something drastic; cultivate in the same way as Novels, using a Dantian.
And amazingly it worked, somehow I managed to cultivate by circulating energy and essence in my body. Of course, I didn't get to own a Dantian so I used my spirit in a different way and didn't follow the cultivation norms of that world.
This gave me an opportunity, but at the same time it caused me problems.
First, I didn't know how circulate the energy in my body, I didn't have any cultivation techniques to use in this way, so everything was chaotic and I was barely able to use the energy without feeling pain. Second, I was using my spirit abnormally the amount of energy in it was enough to blow it up, which is why I was unable to use my strength to the fullest.
In the end what I did helped me to move forward but at the same time trapped me in a Realm forever. I spent the rest of my life looking for ways to get out of this situation, until I finally managed to find out why I didn't join the Realm of the Union.
The Realm of the Union proposes that the individual unites his spirit and his body making the two one. The reason why I did not enter this Realm was because my body was special, it contained a lot of Ying essence, since my spirit was formed by Yang energy.
My spirit not only contained opposite energy, it was also weaker than my body. Because of that, my body rejected the spirit.
The solutions I found were; First, remake or change the spirit. Second, change or remake the body.
Of these two methods the easiest was to remake the body. Changing bodies is very difficult, redoing and changing the spirit was even more so.
But after I found out how special my body is, I hesitated, in the end I decided to gather all the means and decide after that.
In the end I was unable to use any of the means. Well, before i died i started the process of remaking the spirit that was the quickest to start.
Anyway, why am I explaining all this? Well, it seems that I am not in the same world as my last life ... This is because the method of cultivation here is different from the spirit and also very similar to what I had been doing ...
Yes .... This world uses Dantian.
That was one of the few things that made me happy in these months, I was happy to the point of starting to jump on the bed (One of the employees stopped me). It is as if I have two means to cultivate myself, I know that I will be extremely strong, I am sure.
Although I am happy, the information I obtained was not much, but at least I know the name of all the Kingdoms that are:
1st Realm: Transformation.
2nd Realm: Foundation.
3rd Realm: Yuan.
4th Realm: YingYang.
5th Realm: Divine Core.
6th Realm: Second Transformation.
7th Realm: Elementary Core.
8th Realm: Core World.
9th Realm: Creation.
The information explains only until the Realm YinYang, but it was enough to realize that the cultivation here is as deep as that of the spirit.
The spirit seems to be stronger, but this one seems more solid. Both have their advantages and perhaps disadvantage, but if I train with both of them I will be very strong.
Another thing that made this month bad was the fact that I was thinking a lot about my spirit and special body. But either way it doesn't make sense to think about it too much, I was reborn, maybe my body has changed or maybe my spirit has? ... I don't remember what happened at the end of that ritual, maybe he successfully remade my spirit?
Anyway, I will still train with both methods and I will know when the time comes.
I went over the information again and found out more interesting things.
The 3rd and 4th Realm go by different names like Yuan, Houtian and Basic Essence, and the other YingYang, Xiantian and Essence.
The Laws of this world is very similar to my second life, the most basic form that the cultivator can use is Energy, the energy is obtained from heaven and earth but it is very crude for the cultivator, in Realm Yuan the individual transforms this energy into essence to use, this Essence is called Yuan .
The Yuan essence, although useful for cultivators, is still not the best, because it is made by the cultivator, it is a false essence.
The best that the grower can use is YingYang Essence, this Essence is obtained directly from heaven and earth much more dense, strong and essentially different from Yuan.
Getting YingYang Essence for the first time is easy and complicated at the same time, because the essence is the very energy that is obtained from the beginning.
Yes, confused. But to sum up, YingYang Essence is made up of energy from heaven and earth. As soon as someone creates and gets used to the Yuan essence he will begin to feel the YingYang essence in the world.
These are some of the information that I had in my head.
I look forward to starting farming again, too bad that the cultivation of this world can only begin at the age of 10.
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Time has passed again and it looks like Hui'er and I now are 1 year old.
Our mother is taking us out of this house, I will finally be able to meet other people ...
Society, here I come....
Yes, I am being sarcastic ... If I were still a man I would certainly be like that, but I am not prepared to live in society as a girl.
I don't want to ... No, Hui'er, there's no point pulling me out, I'm not going out.
Don't look at me with that eyes, this is cheating ... I'm the one who wants to cry here .....
...Okay... You won ... I go to society .....