I am in this supposed lake while I feel the soft energy that comes through my hands. This energy was soft, calm and very good, even making me sleepy, but using that same energy I can stay awake.
I was curious about this energy because it is similar, but at the same time different from the energy I used for cultivation before I died. With so much curiosity calling me beyond the strange state that I am, decided to track where this energy comes from.
In the world of cultivation, feeling the energies in the world is one of the things that every cultivator must know, without that it is impossible to cultivate and having this strange energy directly inside me was strangely easy to trace where it comes from.
And I must say that it was unexpected to know where this energy comes from, because that energy comes directly from me. To be more specific this energy is going through several processes and coming back to me very differently.
My body seems to be connected to two different things, my two hands seem to have their palms on something while I have something attached to my navel ... Yes, very strange.
The energy first left my body and follows two different paths, one of which goes towards what is connected to my navel while the other goes towards one of my hands.
The energy that goes towards what is in my navel seems to enter a channel, that channel seems to be coming and going. The energy that enters this channel travels to something strange, a ball with an many energy. As soon as my energy enters this ball it seems to connect with some other energies and mix, it then through the same channel comes back and enters my navel, this energy that is a little different from when it left me is spread through my body and it nourishes it, while what my body cannot absorb is spilled into the water.
Yes ... As I no longer feel my cultivation, I am not sure what is happening totally, but I am sure that my body is being nourished by this energy.
The second path that the energy takes is through one of my hands, but unlike the other path that I know what happens, this time the energy simply disappears from my sense as if it were swallowed by something. But it's not like I'm losing that energy, I mean my energy doesn't come back, but a different form of energy comes in through my other hand.
Again I am sure that this energy is used for something in my body, but I am not very sure because unlike the energy that comes through the channel, this energy after reaching my body simply disappears and I can no longer track it.
The energy I gain is very similar to that used for cultivation but it is a little different and so pure that it reminds me of the many items I used one after the other, in fact it manages to be even more pure.
Remembering all those heavenly items thrown away makes my heart ache. At least those old people died, while I am here in this state being nurtured by these pure energies.
Another wave of energy comes through my navel and nourishes me again, while the rest is spilled into the water. Seeing it happen again made my heart ache.
Since I probably lost my cultivation, I shouldn't waste that energy. The next wave of energy that comes through my navel I try to control and make my body absorb as much as possible, but I must say that it hasn't changed anything, it was exactly the same as where I absorbed and spilled.
It's not that I can't control it, it's that my body just absorbs everything it can and trying to make it absorb more doesn't change anything.
Still, I am not willing to let that energy be lost like that, it is a sin. Calm down, if I can control only a small amount I can try to store that energy for future use. I don't know how long that energy will continue but if I manage to store it it will be very beneficial.
Now how can I store that energy? Another wave of energy reached me and nourished my body that made me realize something. My body is absorbing a quantity and it is full, then another quantity arrives and my body is empty again? ... This is strange, the body must not have had enough time to digest this energy ... Unless my body is only an intermediary who is taking the energy somewhere.
It made my eyes shine, yes the energy is nourishing my body but it is only the consequence of transferring that energy, the real place must be somewhere else within me.
In the Xuanhua, this was probably for dantian, but the cultivation I learned does not teach anything about dantian, there is something like it that is the spirit but I don't have access to it yet.
So it must be something else ...
An image appears in my head and I try to send some of the energy towards the path of my hand, only on the way back.
Unfortunately it was a failure the energy reached the end of the path, but instead of disappearing like the energy that comes from that hand, nothing happened as if it were rejected.
Although I'm a little upset, I won't give up, this energy is too pure to give up like that.
I have an idea but I am not so confident, the energy was again delivered to my body, I count the time that my body takes for this energy to be "Digested".
And I realize that my idea was right ... Digestion time is faster than the time the energy is sent.
I may be using this loophole to make my body digest more energy, either way, there doesn't seem to be any other way to make more gains from that energy.
I spent the next time calculating the exact time for everything to happen the right way, for digestion to happen and soon after that a new wave of pure energy will come and be digested in time for the next wave.
Furthermore, so that the energy is not totally lost, I have another new idea, since my "palm" does not accept this energy, that other one must not accept it, right?
The next wave of energy that arrived I send it through my hand in the same way that one of my energies is sent.
Unlike my energy it was not completely sucked and soon returned to me by my other palm ...
Success.
So I have a semi-automatic circulation mode that I can take as store energy as possible.
With a happy smile on my mind, I do this for the rest of the time, as it is the only thing I can do in this place.
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The time has passed.
In this time I thought about my situation and had an idea of what I am and where I am. After reading so many novels with descriptions of someone who is reborn as a baby while still in his mother's womb, I had the idea of thinking that I am in the same situation.
The channel in my navel I called the umbilical cord ... The water in my body, the supposed "lake" ... I don't need to comment, right? ...
The only strange thing about this place is the something that my hand is the connected to, I can't even move it from the place.
Well, if I am really in a woman 's womb, at birth I will be able to know what it is.
And if I am right, when will I be born?
At least the semi-automatic energy circulation continues to occur as planned and there was no problem, so I can be born at any time.
By the way, the semi-automatic circulation continued to function well even with the loss of energy. She loses most of it while the rest that circulates between my hands, formed something spherical around me and somehow I feel some of that energy walking through my skin, then another unexpected gain ?.
I am looking forward to my supposed birth, here I have nothing to do but to control the circulation only at birth I can start cultivating ...
Why can't I cultivate? Well, the main factor is that I don't have my spirit, that prevents me from cultivating since the spirit is practically the dantian of a cultivator. I don't feel like it was destroyed if I could have felt it somehow.
I have the feeling that I will have to fulfill the ritual that happened at the age of 6 to awaken my spirit again. Although I have a way of doing this ritual on my own, I have to move, which is not possible for the time being.
The alternative method of cultivation is also not possible, as I cannot move and the main reason is that I am a baby, I can die if I use this method.
So I can only wait.
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Fortunately my so-called day has arrived ... Yes, this is the air in my head, I am sure, this is unmistakable ... Finaly my birth has arrived.
I got it right ... I was really reincarnated back into a baby, I was right.
My happiness is so great that I started to struggle to get out somehow I felt that what was connected in my hand was also pulled together.
But I was so euphoric that I didn't care.
I felt my head out of the lake, I felt the air in my head, I finally got out .... I was born.
The first thing I noticed after being taken out of that suffocating space was that what my hand was stuck on finally came off somehow and I didn't even feel pain.
I would really like to know what it was but for now what I want most is to get a taste of leaving that space and celebrating my successful birth.
While I was celebrating inside my head I felt the little umbilical cord being cut, goodbye little ball of energy I hope these people are not stupid and keep it, because you are a treasure.
Even in my first life, the umbilical cord is useful because of the stem cells, imagine how useful one is with as much energy as this one.
I felt a slap on my ass and started to cry ... I swear I tried to hold on to crying like those protagonists but it was not possible, it is as if my body was not controlled by me.
While I was talking to myself, somehow I heard a second cry in my ear ... Since I was born the sound was confusing, but somehow that cry came through my ear clearly and I even felt a pain in my heart ... What is happening ?...
Wait ... A second cry ... What was stuck would be .... My brother? .....