She's from that certain clan I remember it clearly now. Long time ago I fell in love with a certain women who almost changed my views on this disgusting world. She was strong and fierce but yet so gentle at kind at the same time. She was part of a clan called kanji. It was a clan in which they had strong principles to kill as assassins and get the tasks done. In that clan there was no such thing as showing mercy for the weak. However as you guessed she was the complete opposite. She was kind and always helped the weak. She was always against the idea of killing what an idealist . She wasn't weak but she hated killing so the clan never assigned her any missions and when they did it was always low and weak rate targets where she didn't have to kill only threaten.
One day she got assigned an mission it was to threaten a man who had been stirring up some rumours about the kanji clan and was also openly insulting the clan. Guess who that man was
Surprise it was me
I had been reincarnated for like the 100 time or something and it was starting to get to my head in a bad way. I was feeling pretty miserable and was kind of in a bad place to a point I even went on a killing spree. Note: they deserved it
I think
That dosnt matter the point is I wasn't in a good place and here came this girl who threatened to kill me if I didn't do what she said. Well old me didn't take it well and I basically almost killed her. However when I used my skill on her and got her to talk turned out she hated her job and clan and was pretty genuine about her ideas of not killing. So like any powerful person would do I kidnapped her.
Yah yah I get how it sounds now but at the time it seemed like a good idea. She was so genuine and actually cared for people and not gonna lie it made me snap out of my killing faze. So I talked to her and openly sank my heart out about how life sucked and this and that blah blah blah you get what I mean. I told her my story of how I'm immortal and how I'm reincarnated every time I die not expecting her to believe it. However to my surprise she did. She listened and gave me a ear in a world where no one cared for each other. Even when I let her go she would come back and we would talk and talk. She would come and visit me whenever she had time. After that I decided she should become the clan leader. So me who was strong as ever went and destroyed the clan and took it over for her. I made her the leader and made sure everyone stayed in line. As I expected she changed the clan but not only that she changed me completely I also became an idealist like her. However everything changed the day when I found her lifeless naked body dead on the middle of the city infront of everyone.
I accidentally obliterated the entire city that day