Saying goodbye to RM was hard he took me into the privet room for VIP guest since we where the first to arrive to the airport I cuddled him close taking in his scent I then remembered his gift.
I took out the gift bag and handed it to him saying "so you wont get lonely when I am not around."
Inside was a small pillow that smelled like me I put my favorite perfume on it with some lavender oil and vanilla than I slept with it for a whole month along with two others I hand sewed them each with their names inside a heart with angel wings on them.
He sniffed it and smiled saying it smells just like you he than pulled me onto his lap and kissed me until. The unmistakably loud voice of JHope cut threw the air I got back into my after I gave him a quick peck on the mouth I than fixed myself and handed him a tissue form my purse for his mouth.
He wiped my lipstick off just as they enter the room.
A smiling Jin ran up to me and picked me up in a twirling hug saying, "my princess Anna is here!"
RM gave him a dirty look out of jealousy and started to mutter under his breath.
I went over to him after I was let down and whispered in his ear. And said, "I will Skype you tonight in your favorite panties and bra. I will even let you watch me play with myself. But only if your a good leader and nice to your members."
His head snap to face me so fast I thought he might get whiplash. He than smiled his dimpled smile and said, "deal but how will you know that I am good or not?"
I pointed to his manger and said, "we are friends and he will tell me."
I than looked at my watch and said your about to leave me for a year what am I going to do without you?"
He took my hand and said, "we have Skype and phones we might be far apart but we will still have each other we will always be friends."
His flight was being called to board he gave me a hug than Jin gave me one as well the others knew I was still hurt by them so they stayed away.
JHope stayed behind after everyone left he than ran up to me and said, "I know I am a Dick for not standing up for you to those ass holes I just hope one day you can forgive me like you did with Jin."
I looked at him and said, "I forgave you saga and Jungkookie along time ago you three just had to come talk to me and say sorry. I am still on the fence about Jimin but Tae hurt the worst it will be awhile for me to forgive him he was my first love and he destroyed it by trying to be one of the guys."
I than said, "goodbye" to him and he ran to catch his plane, sat in that VIP room for a good 5 minutes , crying my eyes out. I felt as if a piece of me had left.
All of a sudden the door burst open to a heavily breathing RM, He picked me up and kissed me as if I was never going to see him again. I kissed him back wrapping my legs around him running my hands threw his hair.
All of a sudden their was clapping and I fell from his arms onto the ground. He had dropped me on the floor in surprise that we got caught, it was Jin, JHope, and their manager in the doorway.
RM than looked down at me on the floor with a confused face and asked, "when did you get down there?"
This got the other three laughing hard and JHope between laughs said, "you... Threw... Her... Down.. T-there!"
RM than turned red and held out his hand for me to help me up he used a little too much strength and I ended up in his arms my face buried into his chest.
I stayed like that until I regained my composure than looked up at him threw my eyelashes and asked sweetly, " Oppa why are you back?"
He looked down at me and smiled saying we where over booked so we have to wait till tomorrow for the next flight out.
I didn't care that the others where watching put my arms around his neck and brought him down to my level than kissed him as if it was my last.
JHope than loudly whispered to Jin and his manager saying, " who knew short girls were sexy when they went all dominant."
RM than broke our kiss and with darkened eyes and a deep voice he looked at JHope and said one Word, "Mine."
This made me smile I kissed him than asked, "Yeobo do you want to go home and I cook you some knife noodles and grill you some meat?"
He was taken aback by my term of endearment because I had never used one with him, His face lit up when I confirmed by saying, "Yeobo lets go and feed you something yummy!"
I than cutely pulled on his arm saying, "Yeobo please." than I pouted his grin than got wider the others where watching in disbelief and fascination. I didn't act cute in front of people often so it always had a shock and awe effect.
I than got tiered of pulling on him so I got on my tipsy toe and whispered. Foods not the only thing on the menu..."
This got him going he picked me up with his bags and started for the blocked doorway.
The guys scrambled out of the way just in time I yelled at them and said, "if you want a ride you better follow I have the BMW with me."
This got them moving namjoon than put me on his shoulder like a captive I fished my keys out of my pocket and tossed them to his manager who caught them. Jin and JHope where playing rock paper scissors for the front seat Jin won to J-Hope's dismay.
Joonie got in first taking the middle he put on his seat belt than helped me with mine.
Their manager stopped at the BTS dorms first than handed Namjoon the keys saying, "the plane leaves at 4 am son don't be late be early."
We went home and I asked, "desert or dinner?"
I than pulled off my dress revealing his favorite bra and panties set. He grabbed me and thew me over his shoulder saying, "I will always choose you. You're my favorite everything. He than put me on the couch softly and asked, "will you call me it once more? I know you only said it to shut the others up. But please just once more before I leave."
I kissed him and said, "yeobo please. I want you." In a sexy voice.
He kissed me than helped me take his clothes off. His hardness made me wet in anticipation. I kissed him while sliding him inside of me he gave me time to adjust to him I sucked on his bottom lip when I was ready this had him moaning his pace was fast hard and strong he had me calling out to him louder and louder as his pace got strongwr and faster finally I screamed, "fuck yeobo I'm going too..." My nails dug in to his back and we both released our orgasm's he collapsed on top of me not even removing himself .
I held him as I rode euphoric waves that was my orgasm.
He had fallen asleep not being tired, I just laid there taking in his everything, his touch what he looked like as he slept even his breathing.
I didn't know why I called him that I just had this sudden urge to make him mine.
Was I slowly falling in love with him I knew I spent more time with him than the others. I even slept with him more. Maybe this time apart was a good thing I could get my head straight and figure out what these men truly meant to me I couldn't just keep stringing them along... It wasn't fair or right to them. My phone rang so I got up carefully so as not to disturb my Joonie.
I pulled a cover over him than answered my phone it was my manager.
A: hello
M: we need you to come in to work and sign some papers and go over some fine details so when you leave everything will be smooth.
A: now do I have too?
M:yes it's your responsibility no else can do this.
A: fine but I won't be alone.
M:OK but fair warning the crowd outside is nuts today so bring a car not the bike your truck came yesterday it's in your garage.
A:OK I will tell him to be incognito.
I hung up with a goodbye, I looked over at the sleeping form and smiled he really does make me happy.
I walked over and kissed him on top of the head than stroked his hair saying, "Yeobo I need to go into work for for a little bit do you want to go with me or stay and sleep?"
He looked up at me and said, "I'm coming with I don't want to be apart from you." I kissed him than went and put my clothes back on he was doing the same.
When finished I jumped up on him and kissed him than said, "I just needed to do that your so tempting like chocolate cake and everything sweet to eat."
He kissed me on the nose than said, "your very tempting too, but we need to go. The faster we get done the faster we can go on a date just you and I."
I gave him a final kid than got off of him I grabbed the new truck keys and threw them to him and said, "it's the big red one in the garage. I hope you like it..."
He ran to the garage and left me behind I guessed he was excited, I than a high pitch squeal like a fangirl meeting her bias.
I grabbed my bag than followed suit after him, he was hugging the tire dimples showing.
"I think it is love.... Well I see I am not needed anymore so I will be going to work now..." I said this reaching for the door that led outside to the BMW. He grabbed me from behind and gave me a back hug saying," I would rather have you than the truck. But I do really like the truck, it's perfect like you my angel."
He than kissed the nape of my neck sending shivers down my spine. I turned into his arms and said,
"well she's yours to drive for however long you want to drive her."
RM then helps me up into the cab of the monster truck commenting that he liked how I was Commando.
On the way to work RM had a big smile on his face I was happy that the windows were tinted dark because everyone stopped and took pictures it was the first time somebody seen a monster truck in Seoul South Korea I was thinking about taking it to a decal shop and having a monster decal put on to it with a microphone just for my RM since he was my favorite monster after all.
When we got to the jyp building the truck was too tall to get into the garage so he parked it in the back alley he then got out of the truck fast and then came over to my side I opened up the door and he yelled, "if you trust me you'll let me catch you, just jump."
I gathered my skirts around my knees and took a leap of faith as I was falling I heard the distinct sounds of a camera clicking and not stopping until after we looked at the paparazzi. The skinny little Asian man then bolted I was still in RM's arms before we understood what happened.
I stopped him as he was about to run after the man with me still in his arms. he then let me down and said, "well we're going to need some damage control. thank God you had your dress pulled down and covering everything or would have even more damage to control."
I nodded and we entered the building and went straight up to Appa jyp office. Appa secretary told him that we were there and then buzzed us in I sat on his couch and namjoon sat next to me appa sat across from us and asked, "what's the problem you only come in here when there's a problem?"
I started to play with the Hem of my dress then said in a hesitant voice "we got caught by the paparazzi just now I jumped down from the monster truck into his arms is there any way to fix this?"
He laughed and said, "well CEO bang and I have been talking. anyways and we thought it would be a good idea if you actually started dating. we know that you like each other that's apparent because he's always at our house."
"maybe this is a good thing? it means that you'd have to let the other two down.... but I have it on good authority that somebody has a crush on the EXO boy and Daesung is about to have to go into his own little Scandal pretty soon, on the orders of his CEO." Appa said this while nervously shuffling the papers on his desk.
He then took out my schedule and shoved it to rap monster and said, "I'm surprised you guys haven't compared your schedules. after rap monster here is done with all of his American concerts and does his Asian tour your schedules line up perfectly we did that on purpose."
I looked at RM and said, "what are you thinking is this something that you want?"
He looked at me and smiled then said, "Anna I would really like to have you all to myself. If you don't want that that is fine even a third of you is better than none at all. If I could have all of your heart I wouldn't ask for anything for the rest of my life I love you."
I started to cry at his beautiful words How could somebody so amazing want somebody so awful like me I'm a horrible person no one should love me I'm a whore a slut I am dirty.
I hugged him and asked just that, " how can somebody as amazing as you went somebody as horrible and dirty as me? I am whore, I'm a slut, I'm just dirty no one should love somebody like me."
He hugged me tightly and said, "that's just those horrible people that you call blood relations talking. Your none of those things your the most perfect girl in my eyes and your Appas here we will love you even if you can't love you."
I cried even harder into his shoulder I was so overwhelmed with happiness, hat's when jyp came and sat on the other side of me, he hugged me from behind saying "you will always be my precious daughter, you will never be any of those evil words that those other people used to tell you, you are. You may not be the daughter of my blood, but you are the daughter of my heart. I love you more than even myself."
I started to laugh at this and said, "no one loves you as much as you love you, Appa. Well that and me, I love you too."
Than got up and said, "well enough of this love fest it's time to get to work. Once everything is done that you needed work on, why don't you two go and have a real date.... that is not at home. Be Young have fun."
I grab them RM's hand, I came out of the office with a smile when we got into the elevator I gave him a kiss and said, "I don't mind losing my heart to you because it wouldn't be lost. I know you would protect it like you always have."
He than gave me a kiss that took my breath away. We were interrupted by The Doors opening and all of the Got7 guys piling in I blushed deeply and RM just had a big grin.
The guys than all asked at the same time "where you two kissing in public!" their excitement and curiosity getting the better of them.
I blushed even more and hid behind RM so no one could see my face that's when Bambam did a fan boy squeal and said, "she is blushing awe so cute! I don't care if she's upset with little JYP and trying to distance herself from us! I shall call her squishy and she shall be mine!" He than grabbed me into a hug and started to pat my head like a dog.
I looked at RM and he look like he was going to kill Bam-Bam for touching me for some reason this made me smile I then told the guys. "Him and I are now officially dating it's even Appa and bang approved."
I than grabbed his hand and smiled. That's when I noticed a upset Jackson it hurt me knowing that he was hurting but I didn't want to ruin what he worked so hard to achieve between him and his members.
RM I knew was having trouble with his members I also knew I was the reason but I wanted to try and fix it to make it better some how.
All of a sudden our phones pinged with a new notification it was weird everyone got their phones out and a picture of RM and I by his truck was plastered all over our screens... It was a good picture should say a series of pictures from him telling me to jump to him catching me bridal style with a toothy and triumphant smile our faces only centimeters apart. I saved the last picture and set it as my background and lock screen photo.
I was grinning at my phone when JB snuck behind me and grabbed it from my hand asking, "what's on your phone that making you so happy?"
As I was grabbing for it the doors dinged open to our floor and he made a mad dash out with me fast on his heals. They guys following us laughing even Jackson was giggling.
I caught up to JB than tackled him like my friend Jimboy from home in Oklahoma taught me in grade school.
He went down hard and all the guys made some "ouch" noises I than snatched my phone out of his hand only to have Joonie snatch it out of mine.
He than gave me a dimpled smile when he saw my lock screen, He looked down at me and said quietly, "I love you too."
I jumped up and hugged him tightly around the neck my feet doing toe point because I am so short. He picked me up and brought me to his eye level saying, "your so cute shorty."
I puffed my cheeks out and said, "I'm not short your freakishly tall! I can't help that I am only 150 centimeters." He kissed my forehead then put me down with a cheeky smile.
I looked at JB and said, "I learned American foot ball before coming here to Korea sorry if I hurt you." I than skipped into my office humming Paradise lost to myself.
I got to my desk and started to Finnish up the Last of my paper work RM was off hanging with the guys I assumed I got a message from Tana that we need to practice our new dance and to meet her in the studio. I messaged RM telling him where I was going he messaged back that he was going to meet me there with the got7 guys.
When I got to the studio Tana and I started our dance to "confused", after changing into our dance clothes.
When we where done we got a round of applause from the guys. I than asked "yeobo wanna dance trouble maker with me?"
He replied with " I might not be a Dance Monster, but I do know this dance. I will try not to mess it up for you but I think you might be the sexier one out of the two of us."
We got into position and all phones were out. I didn't know if this was going to be a good idea. but I might as well have fun having bad ideas.
We where out of breath by the end of the song but he made it threw it we had gathered a large number of trainees and stuff in to the room also.
Some of the trainees that I have been working with put Jooyoung and my song on and a stand in trainee for Jooyoung came and took his spot RM went back. To were he was watching and waited for erase to come on.
The whole time except when acting I kept my eyes on RM wanting to tempt him and show him that I wanted him and no one else.
We ended up going over my whole show play list and The angels play list San's Shay we could not get a hold of her. We ended with my paradise lost song.
It was 7 pm and dinner time I left the room with a very frustrated man I think the last dance practice was his capping point for patients.
" I need to go take a shower before we go out to eat, I will be right back you can wait for me in the office it will Take 5 minutes at the most." I said this then gave him a chaste kiss before running into the showers without bag.
I went as fast as I could put my hair up in a wet bun I didn't want to take too long drying my hair. when I got to the office, I saw a very frustrated man pacing the floor waiting for me. I ran up to him and gave him a tight hug saying, "are you ready Yeobo?"
His face lit up and he hugged me back he than said, "yes please I am starving." we walk out of my office hand in hand ready for our date night.
Maybe for a little while I can forget I have to say Goodbye....