After what happened earlier, I totally in mind-blowing! I was thinking hard to ignore what I'm thinking but I dont know how to get out of it all. I try to disregard that but I think the thing that I have a dream of suddenly becomes real in my life.
To not overthinking with my own, I share everything inside my mind with Lily. I just hope that this is just coincidental!
"What?? Are you serious Jessa??" Lily surprisingly shocked after hearing my stories. I know that she will not believe what I'm said.
"Lily, I'm serious talk with you right now. After all, only during this break time, I can share this all with you. After this, I need to work overtime to do Mr.Emmanuel Karson's task!" I make a gloomy face.
"Jessa... I still can't believe that our new boss was the same guy in your dream this morning. How can that happen? Or maybe both of you was destiny!'' Lily said in joy.
"Shhh... you better talk slowly. There was maybe someone who listens to us. If they know, I'm finished! I don't want to be our colleague's hot topic."
"Hahaha... this morning you dreaming of him and also in the same with him in the elevator. Wow, this is a very interesting occur, Jessa!"
"What interesting? I don't think this is a good sign. Hmm!" I make a heavy breath sigh. I just can't figure out why this all happened.
"Jess, let think all of this in a short way."
"How??"
"He was your soulmate!" Lily quickly runs away with her food container. She left me alone at the pantry after she said that word.
"Lily, you!! You better come back here. I will kill you!" I grumbled while cleaning up my food container.
"Ehem..." Suddenly someone comes into the pantry.
"Err... sir...? Are you done for lunch?" I awkwardly ask him.
"Yes." He replied with short and firm.
"Oh, that's good. Haha... "
"Anything else?"
"Huh?" Suddenly my eyes fixedly gaze into his eyes! Our distance was really close! We really can feel our breath each other.
"If you can give me a little space, I need to take some water."
"Oh, I'm sorry. Here you go." I feel that my body was in boiling at that time. I really feel ashamed at that time.
In other words, If I can, I want to jump out in this building to throw it all my embarrassment. Before there were something worst happens, I quickly go out of the pantry. I really have weird feelings whenever I close to him.
After half of the day, I busy doing my work, finally, the time to work has ended! But, not ended for me. I need to finish out my financial summaries. I force to take my overtime today so that I can complete my task. I will show my boss how capable I am!
''Jess, are you really do overtime work today? Do you need my help? I can stay with you here.'' Lily worried about me.
''No, it's okay. You already helped me with half of this so I really appreciate it. After all, there is a little left here. I can finish this soon.''
''Are you sure?''
''Yes dear, I'm sure. After all, you live with your family so I don't want them to worry about you going back late. And I know your fiancee must wait for you at down there.''
''Aw! You so sweet Jessa! All right, so I go back first. You don't come back very late okay? Take care! Bye!''
''Okay...careful on your way! Bye!''
After Lily going back, I alone at my workstation to do my works. Actually the light at our office still open, so I still calm to do my work. It was so silent there, so I play some music on my phone.
Then, suddenly the lights were off. Gasp! The time shows exactly 10 pm that's why the light went out. At that time, luckily I had finished all my work and only want to print it out. I use my phone torchlight to show my way to the printer's place. Our printer place was a little far from my workstation so I need to go there to take out my paper works.
I actually feel a little scared but I have to pretend that I brave. I just think that I really need to finish my works and give this summary to my boss early morning.
After several minutes, I have done all my works and I clean up my table, and ready to going back. I need to go faster because I went back using public transport and I need to catch the time.
While I on my way, suddenly I can feel that someone was walking behind me. As I thought, there was no one else left except the cleaner at the toilet before. Who was that? My heartbeat beating faster! I quickly open the door and press the elevator faster. I don't even think of turning back to see who is that. I already have a bad thought about that.
'Ting....!' The lift was open. I quickly go into the elevator and that someone still followed me from behind. I am ready to defend myself and use my bag as my weapon!
''Jordyn Jessa!'' A voice of someone guy called me and touch my shoulder.
''Aaaaah!'' I make a louder scream. I was panic at that time and almost hit that guy. I close my face with my bag.
''This is me.'' He said with his low voice. I look up slowly and his voice seems familiar to me.
''You?? I mean...Mr...sir...I'm sorry. I didn't know it was you... I thought someone bad...I mean someone that wants to catch me.'' I suddenly talk with my trembling voice because I'm very scared at that time. I was shocked also to see him at my back.
I wondering why he didn't call me before rather than just follow at my back in silence.? I thought.
''I want to call you earlier but you walk too faster. So, I just tried to catch you up.'' He said to me. His voice was deep but soft to hear. I suddenly feel relieved after know that was my boss.
''Oh, I'm sorry. I just feel a little scared just now.'' I wonder if he can read my mind?
''A little? I dont think you a little scared if you almost hit on my head.'' He gives a smirked.
''Um, sorry...''
''It's okay. I'm sorry too because I make you scared.''
I just give him a smile but he always just show his calming face. The more I look at him...the more feeling I want to know about him. Wait! Jordyn Jessa! That is your boss...don't you ever think more about that.' Okay...okay...my mind please go away!
After a few minutes, we arrived on the ground floor. We going out like nothing was happening. I actually wanna say goodbye to him but his stern face makes me forget it. I just go on my way.
Then, suddenly...
''Jessa...''
''Dont worry sir, tomorrow I will give you the summary. I already finished it.''
''Oh, okay. I get it. One more thing, Before going to work tomorrow, make sure you use your clothes properly and double-check before go out.'' After saying that to her, he coolly walking away.
''Huh? Oh...I...o...kay...'' I clueless to replied him. I seriously feel ashamed at that time. He really noticed my clothes! ''Oh no!! Why must I have this situation? This is really embarrassing.''
After an hour, I arrived at my home. I actually live with my sister here and my parents and my little brother live together in the village. As usual, I will be alone at home because my sister works as a Lawyer and she always comes back late than me. So, I can tell that we only see each other on weekends only.
''Argh! I'm so tired today!'' I put my bag away and sit down on the sofa first. I squeezed my head and tried to relax. I tried to relax my mind and of course, I feel sleepy. Without wasting time, I quickly go to freshen up and be ready to sleep.
Then, after fifteen minutes I did shower and going to ready to laying down on my bed.
''Yes, finally I can lay down. Hmm...'' While lying down, I listen to my favorite music and rest my mind. At the same time...I suddenly thinking about the man I dream this morning was my boss. I kept thinking about why he appeared in my dream.
''Hmm...Mr.Emmanuel Karson...''
That night, I kept thinking about him and I still confuse also because the personality of the man in my dream was totally different from my boss. But their face and their silhouette also have the same! Or maybe that only just my dream so it was different from reality.
''Okay...okay...forget it and sleep Jessa!''
After a few minutes, I finally fell asleep.