Well the class finished and i couldn't get that scene out of my head. I'll just have to get it off my mind another way. I walked out of the school building and i saw emma standing by the gates, i approached her and asked what she was doing there.
"im waiting for someone, i need to do a project with him for my physics class but i dont see him anywhere"
"oh, okay then, I'll be headed to my apartment, see ya round"
"okay, bye"
James said he had an important class, but i didn't know if that was physics, i know physics is important, but could he be her partner? I thought, if he is her partner then he'll have to get comfortable with her. Hugging and talking like friends, suddenly i felt this feeling in my stomach, something i have never felt before. what was it? I walked to my apartment and got in. I went into my room and lyed down on my bed, something didn't feel right. I was suddenly worried if i would loose james to emma, but why did i feel this. I had never felt this way towards someone before. My phone vibrated to a text, who could it be? I checked to see and it was james. He had just got out of class and was looking for me, i told him i was already in my apartment. He told me he'll drop by to spend some time, and like water down a drain, the feeling in my stomach left, as if that text reassured me that i won't be loosing him, but why did i care about him so much?
After taking a quick warm shower i walked out and sat on my couch. What am i going to do? what if james doesn't like my apartment cause it's not like his, what if he makes fun of me, what if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore? A knock on the door made me snap out of all those questions. I walked over and opened it, it was james!
"Hey, hows it going"
"Okay I guess, i was waiting for you and i didn't know you had already left"
"Sorrt about that, i just rushed home"
"its alright, i understand"
he walked in and took a seat, there was nothing to do so we just chatted about school. It was getting late and he had to go, so i let him out and before he leaved he ased "hug?" while stretching his arms out. Just like this morning, i didn't know what to do, but before i could react he had already gone in for a hug. It was quick and not very touchy so i guess i was ok with it? Well anyways, i didn't want to go out so i just got my hot water ready for a cup of ramen noodles. Being the first week of classes i didn't get any homework, so i guess i could watch some YouTube. After my ramen was done i went to my bed. I started watching and eating when i heard someone knock on the door, i sighed and got up to answer it. James was there holding a bag of things in it.
"i got some nuggets and fries to share"
"o-oh, i didn't expect you to come"
"what, how? i told you i'll come back"
"when did you tell me?"
"when i hugged you, remember?"
"ohhhhhh"
Yeah well my spaced out mind didn't hear anything he said and was only focussed on the hug. I let him in but I didn't have anything to do, my apartment was basically empty compared to his. Since i didn't want to feel uncomfortable on the couch, i offered him to relax and watcy youtube with me on my bed, we had already slept together so there was no problem.