I woke up and looked at the ceiling and I saw Rose using my shirt and she smiled at me, "are you gonna sleep all day?" I sit and I felt dizzy cause I consume alcohol last night, "yeah.." she gave me pickle juice and I drink it. "Ugh... it's been a while" I drink it fast and I put the jar at the table next to me.
"Morning my bae" I chuckle and give her a kiss, on the lips and she replies to it. "How is your sleep?" she rubs my face and looks me in the eye, "look me in the eye, tell me what you see" she rubs my naked shoulders, "this afternoon you have a meeting with several companies" I nodded, "I got a call from Ms. Myoui" I nodded, "she said, she wants you to buy the company, and she will meet you at dinner time" I nodded, "thanks, but.. can you.. said that to her I wanted her to talk tomorrow, because..." I sighed, "I don't want.. spending much time with business at night. And I want to spend time with you all night and all day. Can you... make a schedule for me?" She nodded, "sure" I picked my trousers, vest, suit, and tie.
Gladly I already put on my pants and I saw Rose walking towards me, "you sent me a new office dress, for an afternoon?" I nodded, "it's better than.. you using your everyday outfit. I don't want every man in this camp looking at your body" Rose looks at my eyes and smiled, "possessive Lobak. Does he come back?" Yes, he is "n-no I-I'm not" scratching my hair, "it's for your own sake safety" She laughed and.... she teased me?? I cleared my throat.
I heard a knocking door and I sighed, I walked to the door and I opened my door, I saw her standing in front of my door and.... what is she bringing? "Hey, who..." she sighed and held my hands tightly. "What do you want?? Isn't that obvious that he chose me?" I nodded, I want to be involved when a girl or woman is fighting. They were more brutal than men, so I opened the door and I showed her the kiss mark.
"So, what do you want?" she looks at me, "do you forget that you should train?" I shook my head, "your brother, he wants to meet you at his tent" I nodded, "I take shower first" I want to close the door and she holds it. What again!? I looked at her "we are not done talking about it" she released it, and I closed the door without a problem.
I took a deep sigh and I'm looking at Rose as she crosses her arms, "so? What you and her gonna discussing this time!?" I guess she is still pissed, "I don't know, that's why I'm confused. What we should be talking about'' she sighed, "you know... when we broke up, I almost killed myself in hot mud, and I almost died twice" she looks at me, "I just.." I sighed, "I loved her, everything changed when you came around, Rose. I'm scared to mess this up again. I don't want anyone else besides you" she sighed in relief I guess?
"I don't know that she's here" She rubs my shoulders and kisses my lips, "I'm relieved that you don't have feelings for her anymore." I looked at her eyes, "but, I still doubt you will fall for her, again" I nodded, that's understandable. "Here, I want to hug my polar bear" I hugged her and I replied. "I'm sorry to make you upset" she nodded and she looked at my eyes, "I really wanted you to know too, Lobak" she looked me in the eye. "Make it clear, please... I wanted you to make it clear with her" I nodded, "I love you, Lobak Gabriel, I really do" I nodded.
You know, I think... "we should take a shower" she laughed and nodded, "let's go" she pulled my hand to the bathroom and we took a bath together.
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I saw my brother still mad at those three people, "Mark, Jackson, and... Steve" I knocked on the cupboard and they looked at me. "I want to dismiss you for a while, because of your health issue" I nodded, "but... if you insist on joining the raid, you should ask Rose, understand?" I nodded, It's gonna be hard to look for permission from her. I think the news it's already spread.
I can't do anything and just lying around, I should know my position. I approached Jason and I patted his shoulder, "do you need help, sir?" I just want to be polite, "sure, can you help me to bring the crate and put it on the second storage?" The second storage it's referred to is the prisoner's trailer. I picked up the crate and did as he told me, I sighed not because I'm tired, it's just.. you know. The whole thing, will it be messed up, or not. IF I TALKED TO HER.
I'm just trying to be honest here, I know if your boyfriend or your girlfriend already chose someone and he or she is still in love with their ex, it's a problem. I picked the last crate and Jason called me, "put that crate and help me" I approach him, "you can assemble this old gun right?" I nodded, "can you help me to assemble it?" I stand next to him, "you did not like talking too much right?" I nodded. "No, sir" he sighed, "you really polite" I just assemble and not try too much thinking about it.
I know Jason likes Rose, but... I know, I'm not perfect like him. I'm jealous of him, why normal people not looking at positively at autistic people, and told them that I'm dumb!? "I know that you are thinking, cadet" I took a glance and I continued the third weapon, "I am like her, and she said she already has you" I'm waiting, "I hope we can get along" I nodded. "Thank you" I look at him, "for?" He chuckles, "taking care of her, I heard you guys... already engaged?" Honestly accidentally engaged, so it's the same I nodded. "Congratulation, please.. make her happy" I hummed.
"Rose was right, you don't like talking too much" I just assembled my fifth weapon, "I don't like talking because it's much easier than working while talking" I heard a laugh, he put the gun and wiped it with a piece of cloth, about the sniper... I haven't told Dr. Xuan Yi, yet. I forgot because of the training and the plan that SHE RUINED YESTERDAY.
"I heard from your brother that you like sniper so much..." he gave me a sniper and I reloaded it "just in case, I need you. You should be ready, and I will be the one who told Rose for the permission" I nodded, well my guessing it's always right. My brother or Ryujin must be the one who spread the news. Sometimes, I really wanted to kill them. "Sir, where I should put this weapon?" I look at his face, "you can put that on that box" I picked the box and I put the weapons in it.
"And if you are done, you can put that at the barrack" I nodded, "thanks for the chit chat, I'm enjoying it" I nodded. And right now, I'm alone. I looked at him, he approached my brother, I don't know what they were talking about, but... I feel they are talking about the raid. "Hey, you got a minute?" I nodded, "what should we discuss?" I picked another box, "do you need help?" I shook my head. "I heard you and Rose already engaged" I nodded, "I broke up with you because..." an excused, "because I've got threatened" I grabbed the boxes and walked to the barrack, she followed me.
"I just want to protect you" Am I still listening to an excuse? I put the boxes and looked at her, "if you want to protect me, you just can tell me" she shook her head, "you.. don't get it" okay, I'm human. "You're the one who didn't get it here, Yerin Jung!" She silent, "listen up, I know I can snap every time, but.." I couldn't believe it. "I'm not that person who can knock on their door and say 'hi' and then I punch them in the face. I'm not that guy anymore, You know it! I already told you before. If you got threatened" I sighed, "If I were you, I will tell me before it's too late, and then we will investigate. And then we crushed their reputation, and mind together" I feel my heart...
"DON'T TOUCH ME" Rose approached me and looked at her with her furrowed eyes, "let me.." I shook my head, "I want to make this clear, as you want" I know she worried, "but.." I chuckled sarcastically "I have a heart attack, and you won't worry me? Or you just want yourself not to get hurt!?" She slapped me on my cheek. "Watch your tone" I smiled sarcastically "I'm sorry for that" please take me to get out of this 'war zone' "I don't know what you are thinking about, back then.." I sighed, "I'm disappointed with you, it's hurt me... your ego it's like. You only save yourself not me, not everyone. I just need you to stop bothering me, Yerin" she cried, "I know... please" I shook my head.
"No, I forgive you... if it's about us getting back together... I'm sorry I can't'' It's a relieving tear, finally this burden it's gone, I took a deep breath and looked at her, "you barged into my house... and made me breakfast that morning..." I look at her, "that's when I decide to not, love you anymore" I hold Rose's hand and I take her out from this tent.
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Rose approached me and I looked at her, "are you okay?" I'm waiting in the conference room and she looks beautiful, "sorry I'm zoomed out" I drink the tea that she makes for me, "you've got threatened from her?" I give her my phone and she looks, "a ton" I took a deep sigh, "it's a lemon, mint and.. honey?" She nodded, "you smart for making tea. Did you want to open a tea cafe?" She looks at me.
"If I didn't want it?" I rub my chin, "I will make one, and... you can take over" she punches my shoulder, "what?" She shook her head, "I just... surprised that you chose me not her" I held her hand "I should deserve better" I sighed, "you should be prepared" I'm looking at my fiance, "I love you, I really do. So, please..." I got down on my knee "Lo..." I hold her hands and look her in the eye, "if she's bothering you, will you tell me everything without a lie?" She looks at me, "I.." I tried to hold my tears.
"Hey..." I cried, "please... don't leave me" she hugged me tight and rubs my hair softly. "I know you... scared. But, I love you and I promise I'm not gonna lie" I look at her eyes. "I really love you, Gabriel" I kissed her and you guys know the rest.
TBC