So here we are, I'm at our new camp location and I was examined by Dr. Xuan Yi. I honestly, confused with this situation, why Jason did that? Am I wrong to do that? "Hey, where is Jason?" I'm looking at Rose, "you know?" She shook her head, "I don't know" I sighed, but I feel guilty. "Are you okay?" I shook my head, "I'm physically fine, but mentally not fine" she hugged me and rubbed my hair. "So what do you want to know? Take a break?" I shook my head.
"I don't..." I sighed, I don't like this situation, I'm scared, "Jason, he just... try to kill me" I just can't be fine" I'm looking at Rose, "you not gonna leave me right?" She shook her head, "no" I look her in the eyes, "that bomb has a detonator" she nodded. "Bomb squad already defused entirely, you lucky to be alive" I took a deep breath and my brother approached me.
"You should make your statement" I nodded, "I'm not ready, yet" I don't know what I should do, I can't sleep, I can even eat. A few months ago, I ate without worrying about anything, But now?? I can't say anything. This betrayal makes me a headache, "I just... need time alone please, can all of you just leave me here?" She nodded, "take your time, if you need something just called me okay?" My brother won't leave, "you too" I sighed, "I promised if I can talk, I will let you know everything before the bomb" my brother walked outside my tent, and now, I just heard voices outside.
I took a deep breath and wore my brand new smart glasses, this is the benefit if you have premium members at the top-class clubhouse. Rose gets in on my tent and she brings me a tray with a lot of food, just look at it, I want to puke. "You should eat" she helped me to sit "just... thinking, and I don't know why he did that" Rose rubs my shoulder, "I thought someone else, did that if Calvin or Yi Wan. I can accept that, but him!?" I shook my head, "I don't know why he just..." I sighed.
"You wanted to talk to him?" I nodded, "but I feel guilty" Rose hold my hand and rub my hair, "sometimes, we just need to be selfish.." I nodded. "I know, I was afraid if he did that because of me" I mumbled, but I think she heard what I said, "hey don't need to scare me, I know it's just..." I'm looking at her, "miss-communication between you two" I nodded, "I should talking to him right?" she nodded, "I want to talk to him" she nodded.
"I can tell your brother to arrange the meeting, but you should eat first. you haven't eaten well, right?" I nodded, "thank you" I held her hand tightly.
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I'm looking at the whiteboard and I joined the briefing, again. The last time I joined the briefing, Jason was standing next to my brother and he was always looking at me, this rescue mission. I am honestly still scared. But, a promise is a promise, right? I should focus. I'm taking note "from here..." I raised my hand, just in case we failed the mission "Where the evacuation point, sir" everyone is in on this camp, and the world knows that the guy who is standing right now, it's my brother.
But, somehow, my brother likes using his 'title' to you know... make me feel like I'm a child. I sighed and took note, "understand?" I nodded, "yes, sir!" I closed my notebook and my brother approached me, "if you still, I shook my head, "I'm fine" I'm walking outside and I prepared my own gear. I don't trust anyone here at the camp. "Hey.. can we talk?" I'm taking a glance at her, "no. I'm busy if you wanted to hurt her, don't you date to do that" I'm sighed " just hurt me. she is my fiance. Do you know that I'm still upset with you?" She was shocked.
"Why? She slapped me first" I shook my head, "don't lie. I'm watching it with my own eyes, don't you ever disturb me again" I'm walking to the barrack, and right now, she's waiting for me, "hey.." I smiled, "I hope you are fine" I nodded, "you will go back to the upper?" She shook her head.
"Someone wanted my help, he just had a mental breakdown 5 days ago" I'm looking at her eyes, just playing a little bit okay, I put on my armor suit and it's from my company and it's only made for me. "So does he have down syndrome?" She hugged me from the back and I kissed her cheek, "no, autism" I nodded. "Maybe.. he needs some kiss on his lips" she kissed my lips. "I felt lonely when he was not around, but I understand. He wanted to save my dad, officer" I chuckled, "I'm not a cop, Mrs. Gabriel" she held me tight.
I kissed her passionately until I heard someone clearing his throat "excuse me, cadet, will you help me to prepare the food?" My brother always ruined our moment, ALWAYS. I sighed and nodded, "and... you shouldn't do that, It's violated by my rules" I nodded. I meantGO-GET-A-ROOM!" He walked outside and we laughed.
"Why did your brother do that!? Is not polite to ask for some help like that, not politely asking" I nodded, I agree. "he just, sensitive about my girlfriend since she broke up with me" she nodded, I'm smiling for her. "I wanted to understand," I nodded. "Can I help my brother first and.. we can meet later?" She nodded. "Campfire" I nodded.
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Right now I opened my EMR box and smiled, "it's better to eat this with your brothers and sisters. But sometimes this 'brothers and sisters' sometimes turns into romance, "yeah, you like that?" Rose just gave me a Rolex watch, custom. She said she won't. I don't have time for her, "it's great, I like it. Thanks" I kissed her, "so... what do you want? Do you like.. jewelry, bracelet, handbags, or Gucci?" She chuckles, "I like... bracelet, watch, rings, and... shoes" I nodded, "our test's a little bit different" I heard my dad clearing his throat.
"So, you better spending time with your fiance rather than your brothers and sisters who ate in the cafeteria?" I stand up "N-NO SIR!" Shit, I heard laughed and it's her. Who is laughing, "huh?" my dad hugged me and patted my back. "I'm worried about you" I'm looking at his eyes, "I just.." he looked at me and sighed.
"I really wanted you to tell me" I nodded, "please, sit down" I sat down next to Rose and my dad sat in front of us, "tell me, what happened?" I sighed, "after the plane crashed we got attacked by the rebels, and then.. all of us, ran out of ammo. And Jason, won't let me notice but, I felt something wrong. It's like he knows what he should do, but Kevin. He saved me, he somehow realized I'm still alive. But, we found an empty gun store. From the way he treats… it feels different" he nodded.
"No briefing at the plane?" I shook my head, "no, sir. He was just sitting next to me and suddenly our aircraft crashed and... my vision was blurry, I heard gunfight and...." I sighed, "a dead body" my dad patted my shoulder. "Who sent the package, son?" I shook my head, "I'm I don't know, I just found it lying on the street. The person who informed, is Yi Wan. He saw the package first" my dad nodded. "The dead body, who started shooting?" I sighed, "I just drew attention, and I got caught gladly.. they are not calling backup" I'm sweating.
"It's done for now," my dad said, standing up and looking at us, "it's hard to forget, I know what it's like, son. You should meet a therapist" I nodded. Rose looked at me with her worried face, "Hey, will you eat your food?" I nodded, "it's just.." Rose holds me tight.
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