The whole weekend I stay home doing nothing but sleeping and watching movie and eating.
Tyler did text me. And we both talk. And he seems like good guy. But I don't trust him still. I did trusted to Jacob what he did. He broke my trust. And ruined our friendship.
I already made up my mind that if I do go meet Tyler we both spend time with each other and than after that what we made deal I will complete it and than I forget about him.
Christmas are coming and so he told me that I was free this weekend on not. He wants me to meet he's friends. They always weekend throw party. So he want me to go there with him to be he's date. And i don't mind in that. At least we are not going anywhere along.
Zoe and Bacca ask me thousands time what happened that I was crying. But I did tell them anything. It's better to be forget about this. And not to tak about this.
After that on Monday we all meet like we always do. Lily and Jacob did standing there but didn't talk to me. They did try but I avoid them Chase did try to talk to me but I also stay away from him. I talk with only my real friends my childhood friends.
Well they do notice that. They do want to ask it. But I don't want to broke friendship because of me i told them nothing happen. It's just I didn't hear what they said.
" Don't lie Maddi we clearly see that you ignoring them" Zoe siad. And I try to ignore this. And we same time class started. And I am saved.
In lunch time i did seat with them and talk with only my friends. And Becca and Zoe did ask me about that Tyler. I did tell them what I am going to do.
" You really going with him to party. I mean they all hate us. And you are going there alone. They did will hurt you.. " Becca said to me .
" Well they will hurt me with there nonsense but never broke me." I said loudly and clearly so Lilly Chase Tony and Jacob can hear it.
" And I know he will be by my side. He is taking risk than why not. I know he will protect me " I tell them and wink at them and they giggle.
" Do you plan anything that what you going to be wear. Any idea.. " Zoe siad.
" I don't know it's still have time and I know i will be fine.." i tell them.
" No way he is taking you as he's date. Plus they are expansive. So you are going to be look like royal.. I don't want that you leave just like it's nothing. First impression is last impression did you forget that.. " Becca said. And they both started there. And I got bored. I look at Jake and give him look. And started to make funy face. And he laughed.
" Are you even listening to us.." Zoe snap at me. And I look at them
" Yeahh get it. What you want to do with me but now please change the topic. " I tell them and than they finally agree.
I look at Cassy who's seating in popular table with all of jocks they did try to get ger attention but he don't give them damn. She is bussy in doing something in her phone. After that her eyes suddenly meet mine and she get up grab her thnigs and walk-in where we are seating. And than grab my arm and pull me to her.
" What the hell Cassy leave her.." Becca yelled at her.
" I want you to come with me now.. " she said to me and I know there is something that she want to talk that's why she want me to come with her.
" She is not going anywhere with you.. leave her arm." Zoe said. And they both stood up..
" Eli.. " she look at me and I know what I have to do..
" Didn't you hear it what they said. Leave her arm.." the strong voice come and than she did what he said. I look at him angrily. And than give him look that dont you dare to involve in this. After that I look at Cassy.
" Let's go ." I tell her. When she looking at floor. When he snap her. But when i said she nodded with her head and started to walk and than I folllw her. Becca and Zoe stop me but I give assure them that i will be fine.
Following her in parking lot that no one see us. We get in her car. And she lock the door.
" Someone is what to be destroy you. Very soon your secret are not going to be secret anymore. And after that your and tigers things also going to be blow up.." she said. And I look at her and give her question look.
" I know your secret. I did see you when you and Tony both are drunk and making out in one of room." She said to me
" I did catch you guys one the more time fucking in jenitor closet." She explained me.
" How the hell you know it. " I tell her.
" I don't know. It's just it is jenitor closet what people do there. " She said to me like it's nothing.
" Before anyone tell them. You go and share with this. They will mad at you but forgive fast. But if they know about it with others. They will feel hurt. They are your Bessty. I hope you understand what I want to explain.." she said to me nad i know what she wanted to said.
" Why..." I look at her and ask her.
" Why you are helping me.." i ask her.
" Because I still care. I know I did lots of shits but I do know that you guys are best thing happened ever in my life. I did mistake and I know that it's never going to be okky everything again so I am fine the way I am.. " she said to me I wanted to kbow what happened to her. That made her like this.
" You can share with me you know.. " i tell her holding her hand. She smile at me and I hug her. And she hug me back.
" That story of another time.. " she said and than we both get out from there. And than I walk to cafeteria. My friend's are still seating there thank god they ditch the class. Lily Tony Jacob and Chase is also there with them and I totally ignore them
" Guys i want to talk you. Let's go somewhere.. let's ditch.. " I said.
" What happened to you. You are started to ditching classes. " Zoe said to me.
" I will catch up on. Don't worry about me. Now can we go.." I tell them. And all are looking at us. And I know they will come bit it's only out us i don'tt give damn about them they already know that. And they are nothing to me. And i don't want them any where near me. When they all started to grab there things and join us. I stop them.
" Sorry but I just want my friend's Becca Zoe and Jake. Hope you guys don't mind me .. " i said. I look at Chase he did feel hurt hearing this. Now he will learn he's mistakes.
" Madd..." Becca want to argue with me.
" Not now try to understand it's important. " I tell them and she nodded with her head. And hug Chase. And tell him that we will meet you later or something and he nodded with he's head. After our eyes meet and I look at who's starting at me and I look at him..eyes meet. I don't know what to think about him. I hope tha Lily keep her promise the way I am keeping my..
We all getting in my car. And i started to drive.
" What you did it's wrong Maddi.." Becca said. Seating besides me.
" What I did wrong.. sure they part of to our group. But still you are my true friends. And if I want to share somthing. I always come to you guys. And don't worry about them they always know this. " I tell them.
" What they know this. And we didn't know ..." Zoe siad. To me and I look at her in review mirror.
" You will fine out when I tell them. " I siad to her. And than whole time jake is silent and hearing us.
After parking my car to the near the coffee shop. We get out form the car. And we ordered our coffee and some snacks. After that we walk to the empty Table. And I look at the Shop it is half empty. There is no one in our school. Three of them looking at me. Looking at my all move.
" So care to tell me what you want to tell us.." Jake said. And I look at them and than I take deep breath. And tell them everything. Everything thst happen between me and Anthony. Our deal. And our fight. How chase know this whole the time and what the reason we become close to each other. Why I am not comfortable with Tony. I skip the part about Lily and Jacob.
" Really Maddi i mean seriously. Lots of happen and you didn't tell us. But you know what I am not Angry with you. I am Angry with myself that I didn't see that how you suffering all of this.. " Jake said and hug me.
" Skipping lunch seating library alone you didn't even tell me that how much you are in pain. I thought ye are taking serious to your study's. How much I so dumb that I didn't think like that.. " Zoe said to me.
" How do you Lily and Jacob know.. " Becca said. And I look at her. I don't know what to said.
" And don't you dare hide anything for us. If you make us come here to know everything. And tell the whole truth not half of it.. " she said to me and I nodded with my head.
" I catch them Making out if one of Chase room. " I tell them and they shock hearing this.
" They want revenge. What me and Tony did with them. But still they have there reasons. Lily said Tony never touched me after halloween. And she did know once Tony get drunk and spill everything to her. Tony didn't know that Lily know this. And Jacob did it because he ask me to chance and I did give him after that i still go and sleep with Tony. When he didn't know that that was the our last time" i tell them.
" I never think in my whole life that Lily do somthing like that.," Zoe siad to me.
" I want you guys to not to tell this anyone. I did promise Lily that i am not going to say anything. She stop all this. " I tell them.
" What if Tony know that with someone else. After that what.." Jake said to me and looking at me.
" That's not our problem.. they will solve it in there on" i tell them.
" What you and Cassy talk.." Becca ask me.
" She tell me that someone is wheeling to destroy me. So I have to be care with everyone. And don't trust to anyone except you guys. " I tell them.
" Why someone do that.. " Jake ask.
" I also don't know. She didn't tell me more. " I told them.
" But why she suddenly nice with you.. "Zoe said.
" I don't know but somthing is happen with her. That made her distance with us. Thst made her change her. I keep ask her but she didn't telling me.. " i tell them.
" You guys mad at me.. " I tell them suddenly.
" Why we mad at you.." Becca said.
" I hide things with you.." i tell them
" Yess I am mad at you . " Becca siad to me .
" Every damn time I thought that something is going on between you and Chase. He did tell me that he sees you only he's little sister. But I keep doubting you. When I know that Chase try to do it to cover you and Tony. I did yelled at him. Fight with him. Plus I do little of shits on you. Sometimes I do have with you sarcastically but you still didn't said to me. When all of this going on in your life. You still accept this type of behavior of my. " She said to me. And she cry.
" Yes i am mad at you. And more that mad at myself that I never try to understand or observed that. I am so blind that time that I didn't think straight. I am so so sorry Maddi.. " Becca said started crying m i walk to her nad than hug her. Making clam down.
" ITS okky. I didn't feel anything. I know if I was in that state i do same what you did.. " i tell her.
" No you never.. I see how Tony hurt you everyday. You still stay strong. And hide everything. You are so strong medii and I feel so so law that I didn't see you that how much in you pain.. " zoe siad.
" We are truly sorry that we are not there when you needed us most. We are fucking best of friends like our whole life. But still I didn't see you... " Jake said. I never know this that turn out like this.