I may be here today
But I may not be here tomorrow
Remember me for the good and bad
Know I'll always be a human
Never an angel up in heaven
For that I will never be,
An angel flying up into the sky to meet your god
After I've drawn my last breath
Which marked the end of my responsibility as a human
I no longer need to make sure I breath or eat to keep alive
All I need to do is make sure my memory lasts
But of course I know they won't
They will rot as fast as my body but slower than the sanity I once had
There is sun in every morning
And there is mourning in every sun
You will experience both just as I have once
For there is no way to escape it all
If you try, you will end up crying all night in fear
I tried it too,
But it made it worse
My scars deepened due to the neglect they received
My body aches with every movement
And my throat hurts with every sound
I cannot scream anymore
I cannot kneel and pray
All I can do
Is watch
And watch
....and watch