𝗧𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝟮𝟱𝘁𝗵 𝗔𝗽𝗿𝗶𝗹.
"Sam! Please excus..."
"Come here."
Yet another night with Elisa.
I had gotten used to it by now.
I hoped I would never lose her, I felt good next to her.
I slept... better, that's it.
You can't understand the feeling of falling asleep peacefully because you already imagine that in the middle of the night Elisa will crawl into bed to sleep with you and, at the same time, wake up even more calm because you find her directly next to you.
Paceful.
I was... peaceful.
After a really long time.
Before falling asleep, I want to tell you something: these days, I'm having very few attacks. I know it sounds silly and cheesy to say, but... I kind of think it's because of Elisa... The attacks have lessened since she became a part of my life.
She is saving me.
She is the person who is saving me... not the treatments, not the medications, not the sessions... she.