All the memories that i locked in carefully blew away in a single moment.
Like those paltry speck of dust in typhoon far some place they went.
That was my unforgotten past which never seemed to rust over time.
And this suddenness caused turmoil in nightmarish dreams of mine.
This fulfilling emptiness gave way for some long dead ambitions to breathe in vain.
The little part from what was left of my shattered hope shined yet again.
The century old dormant seeds of willpower finally showed the signs of revival.
The feet that almost gone senile found a reason to leap towards survival.
And the long lost heart finally pulled the strings guiding to where it was once thrown away.
As if that typhoon must bring everything back to the way it was that ominous day.
That very day of solitude when I decided to stop for rest and slowly perish.
But an unexpected natural disaster destroyed everything that I now came to cherish.
The blinding darkness, defening silence, numbing stillness made my world so comfortable.
My fragile heavenly confinement shattered before my eyes but to do anything i was unable.
Then frozen crystal tears that never dared to stray far from the tired eyes finally melted off in that blazing heat.
That one ray of sunlight hitting the long dilated iris for first time made heart skip another beat.
And suddenly those comforting narrow four walls started to feel suffocatingly gore.
Set out to walk on those broken shards of comfort and search for the another door.
The same door that I choose to open that day shutting the entire world out.
At last after several decades I exit the same way i entered this world about.
Then, even now blinded by the light and with deep self-inflicted wounds beyond repair.
And leave to find that hopeless heart of mine the one I voluntarily dumped away in despair.