When my father got out and close the door, I started to think of all the disgusting hardships and all the loneliness of my future self. making it more visual and remember the taste and smells of the dead bodies, spoiled foods, and the monster's bad odor. Thinking like hugging them, playing house with them, and for the disgusting foods, I imagine have a eat all you can restaurant mixing all the revolting smells and my vomit mix with it.
Polluting my mind with all of this stuff, I realize my mother acted in a different way.
"Who's my little cutie boy! yes, you are. yes, you are." She started playing me while i looked at her smiling and giggle for some time pretending to enjoy it to make her occupied and forgot about feeding me.
This action and conversation with my mother last for a long time while i was tired giggling and moving my cute arm and foot making my actions more adorable and cute making my weak body feels like I'm fighting enemies with no end.
My energy is continuously being drained by my mother, while i smile bitterly inside because the more we played the more i am feeling my urge to be feed. But in the Brightside, my baby instinct is kicking and my future memories are being covered with it. Thinking that i am ready and only filling up my mind with hunger emotions.
"Give it to me!!"
"I am ready to roll out!"
"Mama! Give me some milk!!" He thought while making cute baby sounds and giving hints that I am really hunger like touching my stomach or drolling while I suck my finger.
"Baby hungry?"
"Yes" He thought.
"Baby hungry?"
"Yes!!!!!" He thought. while almost nodding
"My cutie pie hungry?" While touching his nose.
"My god yes! I'm dying to be fed here!" He thought while almost biting his mother's fingers.
"My baby hungry really really really really?"
"Yes feed me, mother! I will do anything!! Just feed me, please!!! I am begging you.... Please.... Please..... I know i did wrong you in the future, i know i didn't give you time, i know i ignored your calls and messages, i know i throw the vegetables because i don't like it, i know i skip and didn't go to school and play all day in the computer shops, I know I used my tuitions to buy new gadgets and things, and i know I faked all my papers from school making you proud at me and boast it to your friends.. I am very very very very sorry about it and please forgive me. Please I am dying with hunger here.... I beg you mother..... Please!!!!!" He thought while first thinking of joking but in the longer run, he started to confess all his wrongdoings in the future and started to cry.
"Ohhh.... My poor baby is very hungry now.."
"Yes, I beg you to feed me please"
"Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry."
"Yes, Please start to feed me..."
"Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry."
"Goodbye world!! It was fun...." He thought while pretending to close his eye and listen to what her mother say.
"Ohhhh, good night my cute baby..." She said gently while starting to sing a lullaby.
"Holy shit!! Am I really going to die again with hunger?? Noooo!!" He thought while pretending to sleep with tears flowing continuously.
"My baby is shading tears of joy while i sing.... Ohhhh... So touching.." She said while feeling rewarded by his son.
"What the fu..." He thought while he opened his eyes but he stopped in the middle because the door opened and two beautiful ladies went in.
Seeing these beauties, my hunger went to another dimension. I secretly glance at them while memorizing their image in my mind and listen to their conversation.
"I called you now so that you can start your work in this home." My mother said
"From now on, you two will be my son's private maids and answer to all his needs"
"Yahooooo!!" I thought.
"So to start our formal arrangements, can you please introduce your name again."
"Hello madam, I am Natalia Summers and now 27 years old. I graduated from Business and management and have some hands-on work for 3 years." Natalia said
"Nice one!" I thought.
"Hello madam, I am Naomi Summers and I am 15 years old. I'll be graduating high school next year." Naomi said while being shy.
"Fresh meat!!" I thought.
"So your the one with the lactating but don't have a child yet. For your information, I have a lactating problem. So, I tried searching for Wet Nurses for full time but in this area, I can't find people that can do full time and other is can not be trusted or not good for my standard. I just heard from my private doctor who has a friend that is your doctor and i thank you to accept the message from your doctor. From now on you will always be with my son and take care of all his needs in life. i trust that you understand my circumstances and start now." Mother said while turning and looked at the other Lady.
"Possibilities.....hehe" He thought while giggling cutely.
"Naomi, your education and life expenses with your sister with be covered by me, but i would like to request that in your choice of course. I would like if you chose Nursing so that you can start knowing or have knowledge of Nursing people and help your sister on the process." My mother said to Naomi.
"Madam, is it ok for you if I take Doctor's course? It's my dream to health to heal others...." She said shyly.
"That is much better than being a nurse, then that settles it"
My mother gestures Natalia to sit beside her.
While Natalia is coming close, i saw a lady with long red hair, a mature but cute face, 5'8 height, slim body, milky skin color, and G size boobis. She smells like a fruit that is ready to be harvest. But when i see her preparing and removing one side of her suit and see her big sexy big boobis with an inverted nipple. She stimulates her nipples first until the pink grape went out ready for the taking, When i saw this sexy view, i ignored it and waited for her to serve me. I let my baby instinct out
In the process of feeding, I saw my mother depressed for some reason while looking at me. I realize that she's feeling sad she couldn't give her son milk, making her feel an incomplete mother.
Knowing this, i look at her and clumsily reaching her face, and waiting for something to come at my cute small hand.
When my mother saw this, she smiled and playfully put her finger at my hand but she was surprised to the next thing i did.
I grab her finger tightly and just closed my eyes not letting it go.
The two ladies saw their madam cried silently while the baby is holding her finger. They remembered that babies and mother form bond in breastfeeding and knowing that you can't feed your baby with you own milk it will really make you sad and she is afraid that her son will not be close to her.
They felt touch to this baby's bond to her mother.
"My baby stills craves for my attention and didn't forget about me....." she whispered while she forgot all her worries and insecurities. She just sings a lullaby to his son happily.
"That's my son! Hahaha, don't ever disregard every woman in your life! They all needs to be remembered and much more to the one who gives birth for you!!!! My son in did! Hahha" He said after closing the door and finish peeking inside the room. Seeing what happened he felt relieved and happy for his wife. He thought that his wife will be depressed for a long time in her situation but now he can feel at ease seeing his son's love for his mother.
They didn't know that Ezy heard, know, and already figured everything why and how did he end up a loner, and when he comes to know his mother's situation, formulated already plans for his mother be at ease and happy in her life. Making her in the future a football team of grandchildren for her to coach and my father as an assistant coach.
"Thinking of father and knowing him, i am still in the dark for his death." He thought while sucking.
"I Need to know how he....." He thought and dozed off in the middle.