The rain poured down on Yongzheng, he closed his eyes and looked up at the night sky. He felt every drop of rain falling on his face. He knew that no matter how heavy the rain was, the blood stains on his hands and clothes would never be clean. Even if he wash his hands with Guying's holy water, the blood smeared on his hands can't be cleaned. Even if he soaked in the bathtub of the Dragon King of East Sea for a thousand years, he would never be able to clean the blood stains that had been on his skin.
The rain washed his face, and Yongzheng continued to take deep breaths. Then suddenly, he saw the image of the little boy again. He saw Xie Diwie's beautiful long eyes lashes. Xie Diwei's eyes were a little lazy, but it could also be because he was dying.
Xie Diwie looked at Yongzheng and said with an innocent look, "If you bully me, aren't you afraid, your mother will scold at you?"
He always wanted to know why he had been following Xue Horan. Tonight, he finally understood why he had been following him because Xue Horan has the same eyes as Xie Diwei. Xue Horan's innocence made Yongzheng want to protect him. When meeting Xue Horan on the dock for the first time, Xue Horan stared at him with the same eyes as Xie Diwei was staring at him, before he pushed his sword into Xie Diwei's heart. He felt that if he could protect Xue Horan to the last breath, he might be able to obtain enough merits to see Xie Diwei for one last time and beg for forgiveness, before the ghosts of the underworld drag him to be tortures in the eighteenth level of hell.
Yongzheng murmured, "Horan…Horan…" He opened his eyes and walked in the direction where Xue Horan ran.
Because of the pain in his ankle, Xue Horan didn't run far, and fearing that Yongzheng would not be able to catch up with him, he began to limp on one leg. It was also difficult for him to see what was in front of him. It was raining heavily, and he kept wiping his eyes, keeping his sight clear. Then he saw a ball of fire not far away, and he knew that it might be the martial artists who had survived the boat wrecks. He started limping towards the fire, but when he was close enough, he realized that it was a small cave with two people talking inside. Without looking at the individual's faces, he already knew that the individuals inside are Rao Zhengsheng and Yuan Xiurong. He stood outside in the rain, listening to the two people talking in the small cave.
Rao Zhengsheng said, "Xiurong, take off your top layers of clothes and dry it over the fire." He looked at Xiurong. "Don't be shy. I won't look at you."
Yuan Xiurong looked at Rao Zhengsheng and said, "Rao gege, you don't need to close your eyes. I know Rao gege don't think of me in that kind of way, because I'm not him."
Rao Zhengsheng asked, "Him? Who?"
Yuan Xiurong, "Xue congzi."
Rao Zhengsheng said, "I know you are not him. I don't want others to gossip."
Yuan Xiurong said, "Rao gege, you are always so decent in front of me and never cross the line, but when you are with Horan, you are so close to him."
Rao Zhengsheng said, "He is a man, and you are a woman. I can't act in the same way towards you as I acted towards him."
Yuan Xiurong, "Rao gege, honestly, I want you to treat me like Horan." She looked past the burning flame at Rao Zhengsheng. "I envy him very much. I hope the man I like gives me the same feelings he has for another person."
Rao Zhengsheng walked over and sat beside Yuan Xiurong. He pulled Yuan Xiurong into his arms. He said, "Xiurong, I'm sorry." He kissed her on the forehead. "In my heart, I love you as much as Horan. You and Horan are both important to me, and I can't live without you or him. If you were not by my side, I would miss you very much. If I don't have Horan, I will miss him greatly. I hope my heart can say that I love you more and choose you, but..."
Yuan Xiurong, "But that's a lie, because you have liked Horan since the beginning."
Rao Zhengsheng, "Xiurong, there is another reason why I can't leave Horan, he is the only child of my shifu and shimu. They are like my parents, I would have died in the fire without them. My shimu love Horan very much, and if I wronged Horan, then my shimu will be very upset and I don't want that."
Yuan Xiurong, "Rao gege, did you mean..." Her tears falling down. "If I want to be with you, I must accept the fact that Horan will always be your first pick before me?"
Rao Zhengsheng lifted Yuan Xiurong's chin, "Xiurong, no matter what happens in the future, we are going to get marry, and I will marry Horan with you."
Yuan Xiurong said, "Rao gege, Horan is the first to hold your hand, the first to get your kiss, and most importantly, he is the first in your heart." She looked at Rao Zhengsheng. "Can I be your first? I can accept that I will always be second to Horan in every aspect, but can you at least give me a chance to be your first, because you have always been my first."
Rao Zhengsheng, "Although you are not my first, but I love you like I love Horan."
Rao Zhengsheng stretched out his hand and removed Yuan Xiurong's robe to her waist, and her white dudou appeared on her chest. He untied the dudou tie, kissed Yuan Xiurong's bare breasts, and stretched his hands toward her belt. Rao Zhengsheng began to untie Yuan Xiurong's belt. He lifted her skirt and pulled down her pants. He began to suck Yuan Xiurong's breasts, Yuan Xiurong began to moan softly.
After a while, he glanced at Yuan Xiurong who was blushing, and lowered his head towards hers. He whispered, "I'm going to insert it in. I heard that it might hurt at first." Yuan Xiurong nodded.
Standing outside looking at the two people inside the cave, they didn't know that someone was standing outside looking at them in the rain. Xue Horan keep hoping that Rao Zhengsheng would retreat, but Rao Zhengsheng's actions let him know what his heart already knew, but with each passing second he still hopes that Rao Zhengsheng would withdraw his action. He didn't know that Rao Zhengsheng will not retreat until he heard Rao Zhengsheng told Yuan Xiurong that he was going to insert.
Even if he only saw the two figures behind the dry clothes, he saw Rao Zhengsheng's left hand leading his members into Yuan Xiurong. He heard Yuan Xiurong's painful groan, but soon, her bitter cries turned into moans, Rao Zhengsheng began to thrust slowly, and continued to kiss Yuan Xiurong's mouth.
Xue Horan's heart was torn into millions. He had never suffered such hurts in his life. He just witnessed the man he loved so much, always calling him the future husband is making love with another woman, and the woman loves his future husband as much as he does. His tears began to fall, and he slowly got up from the small cave. The thought of Rao Zhengsheng and Yuan Xiurong having sex makes him even more heartbroken. He started running endlessly into the depths of the woods, then suddenly tripped and fell to the ground. His clothes were soiled with mud, but he didn't care. He lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and sobbed loudly.
Xue Horan didn't know how long he had been sobbing. He didn't realize that someone was walking towards him until the person's feet stopped in front of him. He looked up, he saw the tore straw shoes stopped in front of him. Xue Horan sat up and he saw Yongzheng kneeling down on one knee.
Xue Huoran yelled angrily, "Scram!"
Yongzheng asked, "Are you alright?"
Xue Huoran shouted louder, "Scram!" He pushed Yongzheng's left chest hard, causing Yongzheng to fall onto the muddy ground. "Scram! Why are you here? Why is it not him who is standing in front of me, but you! Scram!" He sobbed harder and looked down onto the ground. "I don't want you to be the person in front of me. Please scram!" He continued sobbing.
Yongzheng slowly got up and knelt down on one knee again. He stared at Xue Horan, and he found that even though the rain was heavy tonight, he still saw Xue Horan's tears flowing down alongside the rain on his face. He said softly, "I'm sorry, I am not him."