Warning: Sexual Content
Mu Dishi stared at the blindfolded Ma Jingguo who stood outside of the bamboo hut.
Mu Dishi said coldly, "We had a deal."
Ma Jingguo, "We did. I've promised xiao shushu that I will never see xiao shushu again."
Mu Dishi asked coldly, "Then why are you here?"
Ma Jingguo, "I...I'm worried for your safety."
Mu Dishi, "I am fine now. You can go away. Today, is supposed to be your wedding day."
Ma Jingguo, "I wrote a note before I came."
Mu Dishi, "You can go back now."
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu, do you really think that Shijie and I are a perfect match?"
Mu Dishi didn't answer.
Ma Jingguo, "Xiao shushu, in my opinion, I still believe wholeheartedly that you and I are perfect for each other."
Mu Dishi, "We are not and will never. We are very different."
Ma Jingguo protested, "Xiao shushu, have a cold personality while I have a warm personality."
Mu Dishi cut Ma Jingguo off, "Stop it! I don't want to hear. I've told you we don't think the same way."
Ma Jingguo asked, "Xiao shushu, when you are back in the cave, do you think about me?"
Mu Dishi answered coldly, "No." In truth, Mu Dishi thinks a lot about Ma Jingguo. Everything inside that cave reminded him of Ma Jingguo, that was why he decided to leave the cave in the first place.
Ma Jingguo said emotionally, "Xiao shushu, your happiest moments might be when you are with Wang Biming, but I want you to know that my happiest moments was inside that cave with you. I really wish I could go back and comb your hair again. I really wish I could cook for you again. I really wish I could sit side by side on the dining table with you again." He paused for a bit as he felt his tears runs down his cheeks. "My biggest wish is to live a carefree live and sail down the Yangtze River with you."
Mu Dishi, "You finish telling me your wishes. You can leave now."
Ma Jingguo, "Why do you always act like this? Chasing me away every chance you have?"
Mu Dishi, "You need to return to Jinfeng Sector and get marry."
Ma Jingguo, "I've agreed to this marriage because you have told me to do it, but I realized this is not what I really want. What I want is you. Xiao shushu, do you remember the first time we met? You rejected me and cursed at me to scram, but I insisted on following you to the cave. At the end, I was able to stay with you for five years."
Mu Dishi walked out of the bamboo hut angrily towards Ma Jingguo, "This time is different."
Ma Jingguo said hurtfully with a defeated voice, "I can accept Wang Biming's existence. I can accept that your first kiss belongs to Wang Biming. I can accept that your first hug belongs to Wang Biming. I can accept that the first time your hand was held was with Wang Biming. I can accept that no matter how much I love you, my position will always be behind Wang Biming. I know who I am to you, where I should stand, I know that I am your enemy's son, but do you know... This son of your enemy... loves you wholeheartedly, he doesn't need much from you other than to be by your side, and from time to time able to glance at you."
Mu Dishi sighed, "You are letting your emotions messing with your mind. Your thinking is not clear. Go back to Jinfeng Sector."
Ma Jingguo, "I've been very honest and clear to my heart. Does xiao shushu also been honest to your heart?"
Mu Dishi, "I don't need to answer you. Even if you die in front of me... I wouldn't care."
Ma Jingguo, "Very well then." He took out his knife and stabbed his right-side abdomen. He pulled the knife out from his abdomen and was about to stab himself again, but Mu Dishi grabbed his wrist hard. His knife fell onto the ground. He held Mu Dishi tightly inside his arms. He whispered in tears, "Xiao shushu, why do you always have to hurt me before you care for me?"
The third day after Ma Jingguo followed Mu Dishi into the cave, the Fire Palm Strike the young Lamas hit him was acting up. Ma Jingguo felt his entire body was on fire. He was in so much pain, as he twisted and turned on the floor inside his bedroom. He watched as Mu Dishi walked past his bedroom without lifting a finger to help him. He was in so much pain for the entire night until the morning. He believed he is close to dying.
Mu Dishi walked past his bedroom and the ten years old boy was still lying on the floor grunting in pain. Mu Dishi said coldly, "You are man, it's just a little pain, endure it?"
Ma Jingguo grunted in pain and pleaded, "Xiao shushu... I am in a lot of pain, and I felt my entire body is on fire. Xiao shushu... please... kill... me. I can't... take this pain.... anymore."
Mu Dishi tossed a knife at Ma Jingguo, "Kill yourself. I don't want your blood to dirty my hands." He walked away.
Ma Jingguo felt so sad that there is no one left in this world who would love him. The two people who loved him more than anything were his dead parents. He slowly crawled to the knife. He unsheathed the knife from its scabbard and stabbed himself into his right abdomen. He lay there in a pool of blood awaiting death. Then he passed out.
The next thing he remembered was that he felt extremely cold. He slowly opened his eyes and he saw Mu Dishi who was passing his internal energy to heal him. He looked down and they were both sitting on ice. This was the first time he felt the loved from a stranger. He realized that Mu Dishi is a very handsome man when his eyes were closed. Mu Dishi's long eyes lashes and his slightly pinkish lips made him very beautiful, in ways Ma Jingguo cannot explain. He smiled at Mu Dishi who was concentrating passing internal energy trying to save his life. Then, he promised to himself that he will always be beside Mu Dishi and protect Mu Dishi with his own life.
Mu Dishi pulled his hands away from Ma Jingguo's hands after knowing that Ma Jingguo had woke up. He looked coldly at Ma Jingguo and said, "You lie down on these three blocks of ice for the next two days."
Ma Jingguo smiled at him and obey obediently.
That night, when he woke up from his sleep, Ma Jingguo saw a bowl of medicine and a bowl of rice congee next him. He knew that Mu Dishi must had made it for him. He happily ate the rice congee and drank the medicine. Two days later, Ma Jingguo was finally allowed to get out of the ice.
Ma Jingguo and Mu Dishi sat at the table with two dishes of food.
Mu Dishi said coldly, "Eat."
Ma Jingguo looked at the slightly burnt food and he began to eat. The vegetables with pork were too salty. He was having difficulty swallowing it down, but he still ate it with a bright smile. The fish was so burnt that it tasted like ash, but he still ate it with a big smile because Mu Dishi made it.
Ma Jingguo smiled at Mu Dishi and said, "Xiao shushu, I will cook from now on."
Mu Dishi, "Why?"
Ma Jingguo, "I don't want xiao shushu to have more chorus on your hands. I will cook, clean, and wash our clothes." He smiled at Mu Dishi with his big innocent puppy eyes.
Mu Dishi took Ma Jingguo inside the bamboo hut. He removed Ma Jingguo's blindfold and robe. Mu Dishi saw the small scar on Ma Jingguo's abdomen. The knife cut is below the old scar. Mu Dishi examined the wound and it seem like the internal organs were not damaged, so he stitched Ma Jingguo and bandaged the wound. Mu Dishi realized that ten years ago, when he stitched Ma Jingguo, he was a little boy, but now, the little boy with a flat stomach has grown into a man with strong abdominal muscles, who is taller than him.
Ma Jingguo watched Mu Dishi patched his wound. Ma Jingguo reached out his right-hand touched Mu Dishi's left face. He asked softly, "Xiao shushu, you haven't answer me. Why do you always hurt me before you care for me?"
Mu Dishi didn't answer.
Ma Jingguo scoffed sadly, "I already know the answer, but I still want to hear it from xiao shushu."
Mu Dishi said coldly without looking at Ma Jingguo, "Since you already know the answer, why ask."
Ma Jingguo position himself closer toward Mu Dishi, "Xiao shushu." He held Mu Dishi's face with both of his hands. "If you are disgusted by my face, you can pretend I am Wang Biming." He pulled Mu Dishi's face closer to him and kissed Mu Dishi's lips.
When Mu Dishi was kissed by Ma Jingguo, he knew that Ma Jingguo was actually really sad. Mu Dishi admitted he was touched by Ma Jingguo's words. Ma Jingguo must love him so much that he is willingly to be another person to make Mu Dishi happy. To be honest, if Wang Biming is still alive, Wang Biming might not be able to do and say what Ma Jingguo had done and spoke.
This time, Mu Dishi didn't pull away, but began to kiss Ma Jingguo. In excitement, Ma Jingguo picked Mu Dishi up onto his lap, and the two men began to kiss and suck each other's lips. Mu Dishi felt Ma Jingguo's strong muscular firm arms tightly wrapped around his waist. Ma Jingguo kissed his entire face and neck.
After kissing for a while, Ma Jingguo began to untie Mu Dishi's belt sash and take off his robe. Then Ma Jingguo put Mu Dishi on the bed and removed Mu Dishi's pant. Ma Jingguo knelt down on the bed, and he put Mu Dishi's member inside his mouth and began sucking.
Mu Dishi felt Ma Jingguo's soft moist mouth and tongue circling around his member. Then Ma Jingguo's sucking rhythm became faster and faster, Mu Dishi began panting faster and faster.
Ma Jingguo then inserted his finger inside Mu Dishi's backdoor and began to thrust while he was still sucking and licking Mu Dishi's member. After a while, he inserted his second finger inside Mu Dishi's backdoor.
When Ma Jingguo inserted two of his fingers inside Mu Dishi's backdoor, Mu Dishi felt strange, but very pleasurable. When Ma Jingguo thrusts faster with his fingers, Mu Dishi began to moan.
Ma Jingguo then flipped Mu Dishi on his hands and knees. He spat on his right hand and smeared his saliva on Mu Dishi's backdoor. Ma Jingguo then slowly inserted his member into Mu Dishi's backdoor inch by inch.
When Ma Jingguo inserted his big hard member inside Mu Dishi, Mu Dishi felt burning and stinging. When Ma Jingguo pushed his member in further, Mu Dishi started feeling pain.
Mu Dishi, "Jingguo take it out. It hurt. Take it out."
Ma Jingguo do not want to take it out because they had come so far. Ma Jingguo thought deeply, even if Wang Biming kissed Mu Dishi first, held Mu Dishi hands first, hug Mu Dishi first, and ranked first in Mu Dishi's heart, but Ma Jingguo wants to be the first to take Mu Dishi's virginity. Perhaps it was anger or jealousy, Ma Jingguo aggressively shoved his entire member deep inside Mu Dishi's backdoor with one shove.
Mu Dishi cried in pain, "Ah..."
Ma Jingguo panting heavily, "Sorry xiao shushu. I can't stop myself. Please let me."
Ma Jingguo did not hear any respond from Mu Dishi. He began to thrust slowly from behind Mu Dishi. Ma Jingguo stared at Mu Dishi soft buttocks, narrow waist, and soft smooth back, which made Ma Jingguo want Mu Dishi even more. As he was thrusting inside Mu Dishi, he grabbed Mu Dishi's buttocks and gently squeezed it. He lowered his head and began to kiss the soft smooth back of Mu Dishi, which made Mu Dishi moan louder. When Mu Dishi moaned louder, he then began to thrust faster.
Ma Jingguo panting heavily beside Mu Dishi's right ear, "Xiao shushu, I really really like you." He continued thrusting from behind Mu Dishi as his big hands held onto Mu Dishi's narrow waist.
Ma Jingguo continued to thrust from behind, Mu Dishi on the receiving end was helpless except moans painfully. He felt Ma Jingguo's big hands touched him all over from his upper back toward his buttocks. Ma Jingguo's kisses on his back sent shiver down his spine. When Ma Jingguo began to thrust faster behind him, he felt both pleasure and pain.