Now after being a directioner my life was fully charged I just wanna keep talking about them or look at them I just wanna run to them but that time it wasn't possible. The biggest gift they gave to me was courage and strength to life and now I can live my life that is better than before I can live as directioner not as a teen. I can live for myself not for someone else they taught me many things and worst part was haters as usual I wish I could tell them It's ok to not to love them as we but it's not right to hate them like that. And worst of all is that Indian boys think they are six or bisexual actually i think boys here in India have some problem the one who look better than them are sixer or gay 😁😁😁😁 but that's true can't help them they are just hopeless. My grades were like usual but my mom's scolding wasn't usual i have some words like 1d spoiled you and all that stuff but have to listen can't help
My new class finally started 8th grade I made new friends they were good and I found a directioner too so happy about that she even gave me 1d's autobiography to read for a month and there comes my ex bff and a hater she was always like hate, hate them and hate them leave let her go let her say cause hating is their part time job so let them do it. I read it all the time and keep it with me like someone keeps gold i used to read it whenever I was free in school, at home everywhere and then the day came when I have to listen about the book I mean the scolding for keeping the book with me. And maybe you all got it, its my 8th grade teacher i don't think that reading worlds biggest boy band's autobiography is something wrong but they are boys at last and she saw it the first question she asked how many boyfriends do i have I wish to say 5 ( you know what i mean about 5) but i have to say no one and the best part of scolding was as she open the cover page she finds nothing but a black page again and again i wanted to shoot her and still want to do that never mind i'll forgive her.
But i don't know why suddenly my grades were going down i can't blames lads cause they say us to study but my mom thinks its all because of them and i am still like wtf, plz give me a break. Finally i am in 9th tho but with bad grades.
~ 2016