So my friend just returned and we chatted for an hour she showed me a pair of earrings and it was of bts ik what she meant and as she was my BFF i told her straight forward that I didn't like them plz get me other and her face was like i have asked for kidneys and then she told she can't its ordered so i have just put a stone on my heart and said it isn't that bad ik as being an army i should shut my mouth and keep what i am getting but money too matters here but now its not mine so i am shutting my mouth and keeping it. As soon as my mom arrived home i talked to her about this and she said u didn't liked them and she was sad i asked what made her sad she told me she was planning a surprise gift for me and my friend has just ordered it and she has paid for it tbh idk what happened to me tears started rolling down my eyes and i started shouting on her thought non of this was her mistake she thinks our choices meet but not always, atleast she thought about me, she told me the cost it was 400 now it was our money i was like how can u really spend 400 on those ear rings cause ear rings that I want only cost 90 and a choker that cost 100 and total cost that she have to pay with shipping and all was only 300 cause it was coming from other country and ear rings were those wored by V oppa in Dna and maybe she thought its just the matter of bts but no its not and now mom has msged her to cancel the order cause i didn't like it but i think i did right cause if i haven't done this today i would regret it my whole live atleast i am happy with my decision but now i am crying how bad i am.