MOM'S POV
"I think its best if you talked to her "
"Honey I don't want to be involved and why now "my husband said
"Because she deserves to know the truth"
"Why now we both know next year she'll be 18 so I say we wait till next year"
"Okay honey but you will do the talking and its settled"
"Alright fine I will talk"
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BRIT'S POV
I hate being in school,the walls keep getting closer each time and I seriously can not handle it. Its moments like this I wish I was home . I really feel sad that Melanie left during school hours you know doctors appointment. I had hoped that we would talk about the text she sent but its cool and i am concerned about her.
After school hits different when i gotta walk alone. I was practically in my feels and I was not thinking about Tony and his friends, i was so withdrawn from Earth and into another dimension then suddenly I meet them .
All the three boys talking and i saw them but i just faced down to avoid their gaze and walked past them like we had never met .
"Going home already"Tony asked and i hadn't realized that he was behind me .
Looked like they had separated
"Yep" i said
"So how was today"he said "you look like you had a bad day"
"Today was just like any other school day ,just fine"my sounded a little bit annoyed
"Do you still remember "
I cut him shortly"remember what"
"About me helping you with math "he smiled
"Oh yeah i totally forgot about it" i said in a smooth tone
"Its okay how about we start tomorrow then on Saturday in the afternoon "he said with a smile on his face
"I'm not quite sure about Saturday i will have to ask for my mom's permission "
"Oh that's alright . I can also come over if that's okay with her "
"Ha we shall see ,i will text you her response "i was being sarcastic
We continued talking till we both separated . I would say i do enjoy his company and i could get used to this .
In the evening during dinner i decided to talk about my saturday study sessions
"How long are these sessions"mom asked biting onto the onion
"Two hours and we'll take turns ,sometimes i will go to his house and sometimes mine "looking directly at my mom "it will be in the afternoon "i added
"Why don't you just have them at school "she said
"We are but also thought maybe we can do Saturdays"my tone started rising a bit
"Well as your mother i say Saturdays are off"i cut her while she's talking
"Why huh! What's the problem ,its only for school "i got angry
"I don't think i have to explain myself to you now do i ? No,good now eat and do the dishes "
My dad and siblings were really quite watching us have another argument
"This is the reason why i don't like talking to you cause you don't seem to listen to me even when its beneficial " my voice was now calm , i got up and went to my room . On my way to my room I tripped causing her vase to fall on the ground .
Within seconds my mom was there. I tried explaining to her that it was a mistake but she wasn't having it . She started calling me names ,really hurtful names .
"You disgusting piece of shit how dare you . I feed you ,take care of you,take you to school and yet this is how you thank me ? ........you are no child of mine ,I curse the day i gave birth to you ......in this house your the most troublesome . I want this ,i want that "
I just sat on the floor facing down praying i don't shed a tear . I was used to it now . I wanted her to see that i have grown to it which is true but i am really sensitive .
She continued talking "When will you dishes ? You are a very naughty child. I hate you ."
My heart dropped when she said she hated me . The tears i had been holding in just went out.
"Why you crying don't you think i am hurt that you broke my vase ? You are a little devil. Just because i did not agree on your Saturday so you break my vase? ......Brit Smith you are very ungrateful "
After washing the dishes i went straight to bed leaving my mom still shouting at me and i did not sleep ,i couldn't sleep so stated praying . Everything that had happened was a bit too much. I cried so hard that i felt sorry for my pillow,it was wet . I even had to use another one.
I woke up at 23:46PM remembering that i had promised to text Tony and needed to check on Melanie. I texted both of them but apparently Melanie was not online . I did not text Tony back or even open his text but I read it from notifications and he said "try to convince her a little bit more and if she says no then its fine "
I was going to respond but i instantly fell asleep .
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