"We should go in Alexa is probably upset am taking part of her time with her friend" i smiled at what he said cos he was right Alexa's gonna be upset but will explain to her "yes you are right lets go in " .
Alexa was on the couch folding her hands and looked upset which i expected ,sensing our presence she turned to us "about time you came i thought y'all were going to sleep out"i laughed at what she said though i know i shouldn't have but what she said was funny.
"Whats funny?"Alexa asked and she didn't look upset like she was , i shook my head at her."I will leave you two to each other and Alexa i apologise for taking part of your friend's time it won't happen again"Kyle said looking at Alexa then looked at me giving me a smile before leaving.
Alexa turned to me with her hands folded and gave me a stern look which creeped me out "okay okay i will tell you what happened just don't look at me like that Its really creepy"she really did creep out "you better do"
She gestured to the couch for us to sit so i did taking a deep breath "you remember that guy i told you about the irresponsible father?" she looked confused "yes i remember what does that have to do with my brother?" taking another deep breath "turns out that guy is your brother"
"You are joking right?" well i wasn't and i see no reason to joke around either "no i am not" her expression changed to a dissapointed one " i can't believe something like that happened and he couldn't even tell me about it"
"You shouldn't think like that Alexa he has his demons that he is fighting and i also regret calling him irresponsible he didn't deserve it" she nodded and looked down "you're right his ex wife is a huge pain and he has gone through alot "
She then smiled"Now lets forget about this and do what you came here for i can't wait for you to see the notebook i honestly can't believe you haven't watched it yet" i love how she easily changes the atmosphere "you say it like its a Crime" she smiled "well since you are my friend it should be" this made both of us burst into a fit of laughter.
I honestly can't believe o cried and that too for the notebook not that i haven't cried for movies but i didn't expect it to be this emotional, i didn't know how i would live knowing my loved one is alive but forgot all about me and my family i feel bad for Noah.
The only reason i agreed to Alexa telling me to watch the notebook was because of Ryan Gosling who was my favorite actor and had a huge crush on. I remember that one time i was in middle school and Ethan asked who my crush was.
"Who is your crush?" he asked for like the fiftieth time that day , i don't know why he keeps insisting on knowing who my crush was "i don't want to tell you okay"
"why not?" he asked with a frown on his face
"And why do you want to know?" i asked him with a glare he should know by now that i don't want to tell him "please tell me i promise to keep it a secret" he begged using his puppy eyes which he knew i couldn't resist.
"Okay fine i will tell you" he gave me expecting eyes which made me roll my eyes "Its Ryan" he looked confused "Ryan who?"
"Ryan Gosling" he burst out laughing i don't get what's funny he asked me who my crush was and i answered and now he's laughing?
"Okay that's a good one now be serious who is your crush" did he think i was joking or something "am serious" from my expression he knew very well i was serious
His expression dropped quickly "you really are serious how would you have a crush on someone who you can only see on TV?" i don't know myself but ever since i saw him in 'the believer' he has forever been engraved in my heart
Shrugging i said "i don't know myself but i love him alot i wish i could meet him just once" he gave me a look of disgust ,what? a girl can dream right?.
"Who is your crush?" i decided to ask ,he just shrugged "no one important" uh? "i told you mine so you have to tell me yours" he looked at me before shrugging again ,he really isn't going to tell me is he?
"i demand to know i told you mine so Its only fair if you told me yours?" he looked at me and i knew what he wanted to do "don't you dare shrug at me now answer" he glared at me before saying " okay its catsy"
I have never heard of that name before who is catsy "catsy who?" he rolled his eyes at me "you don't know her okay and i don't think you ever will any time soon"
That sentence kept replaying in my mind until the day Ethan confessed to me and actually catsy was me he just mixed the letters in my name that was the most happiest day of my life.
"Stacy ,Stacy are you okay?" Oh i zoned out again i looked at Alexa "you are crying why?" i was even crying and i told myself to be strong , i fake laughed "Its because of the movie" Alexa looked serious "i know that's not the reason why is it because you remembered Ethan?"
Hearing his name madee break down in tears its just so hard to believe he is gone forever. "Its okay" i heard Alexa say she really a good person.
"I thought i heard crying here is everything okay?" i heard Kyle ask ,Alexa fake laughed just like i did "Its because of the movie" i didn't turn to see him so he wouldn't see my face "Oh i see i was wondering if i and Edward could join you guys he says he is bored" Oh no!