Yeah, I really fucked up this time. Just like Jerome said, I eventually fuck everything up. It's in my nature. I fucked my own life before it even began. My mom doesn't want me, my father pushing me into something that I don't want and my own brother wanting to destroy me and taking everything of mine. Now Rina won't even look at me.
But I can't just leave it at that, I need her to understand that I was wrong and being foolish and she was the closest host to take all of my shit. Why the hell would I tell her to take off her shorts and show me a good time? I even told her the only thing I want from her is to open those legs. I'm a fucking idiot that's for sure.
