What the hell did I just do, why did I do that. I lied and it hurt but not more than it hurt him, I could see it in his eyes.
What the hell is wrong with me, was it really necessary for me to hurt him the way I did. I have to fix this, but would he be willing to actually listen to me?
I did insult him and where it hit him the most, he hates being associated with the money in his family and I used that as ammo. I'm such a fucking idiot!
He said he liked me, he likes me! Khalil likes me, does he like me to the point where he'd actually date me or just to the point where he just wants to fool around or he likes me as a friend?
I really want the first one to be the correct one because the last two just seem awful and not what I want. But how could I be wanting a relationship with him without fixing the one that's being destroyed because of my stupidity and insecurity!?
