" I went for my kidney transplant after that horrible experience. Abu Dhul Qarnain was busy with the school hence he couldn't be there for me. Wahid on the other hand didn't even know I had issues with my kidney.
I spent some months in the hospital all alone, heartbroken and in both physical and mental pain. For a moment before the surgery, I gave up on life and prayed to never wake up from the operating theatre bed but my foolish prayers were not answered which I thank Allah for.
Every breath I took felt like it was laced with poison. Every time I recalled your heartbreaking words, my horrible past and my empty present, I wished to breath my last in order to feel relief from the pain buy my last breath never happened. "
At this point Hamdan was silently crying as he held his wife's hands in his own. He was afraid to speak for he knew, he would burst into tears hence all he did was comfort her and apologize through his eyes and the warmth of his hands on hers.
