We were in the middle of eating when suddenly there was a lot of noise around and Khyle's stop was due to a loud scream, I turned my back on the entrance so I don't know what there is, I also have no interest in finding out so it's ok where as the surroundings are still chaotic
"Hey Yura" I almost spilled the soup I was sucking on and it was good and I remembered Lara was in front of me so I was able to stop, I was annoyed looking at the owner of that voice. I was not mistaken when I thought that man last week spoke
"Hi Jazzer" Khyle called it and waved, he smiled back and bent down to bring his eyes back to me.
"Are you looking for something?" it also looked behind him "or someone?" I was surprised by his question after turning to me again I immediately recovered and just killed maliciously
"Why?" I asked why he was here
"Nothing I just saw you" he smiled again but I did not answer "I have to go we still have a practice" who is asking? tss
"Are you practicing again?" Khyle seemed even more surprised when he nodded to her, the two of them still remained silent "great! I will watch your game again ayieee "I winced at what he was doing seriously? How and where does she get the courage to do that in front of a man. .I want to scold her for what she is doing. I did not listen to what they were saying, after that the man left.
"Are you done guys?" I nodded at Owen's question then got up and arranged my belongings, the two women did the same. We left the canteen quietly even though Khyle's noisy mouth was quiet due to the growing tension between the two, I had noticed earlier that they were avoiding their gaze and I am sure something happened when we left them earlier in the canteen
Until we got to the room no one tried to speak, we sat down one by one. My tongue was itching to ask Lara why she and Owen suddenly became like that but I couldn't keep up, when I looked back it was perched on the desk and seemed to be sleeping
"Excuse me Hogwarts" everyone turned their attention when the lecturer knocked on the door "there was no class in my period because all the professors had a meeting, but I will leave a sitwork. .Ah Mr.President can you distribute it to your classmates? "Owen suddenly stood up and met what the lecturer was offering after she also left.
I watched carefully how Owen laid down the papers on the front and he would just let them give to those in the back, I knew he was doing that because he did not want to go our way when Lara was
"I'm just in the library" he tapped my shoulder and for a moment looked at Lara who was currently focused on the answer after it came out, I think Lara noticed that because even though she was not looking I could see the edge of its eyes on the man. No I could stand it so I violently turned around in case she was not shaken so I held his ballpen and at that moment she turned to me, frowning while looking at the wonders
"Do you and Owen have a problem?" I asked directly, her wrinkled forehead suddenly stretched out and her expression was blank for a moment and then she suddenly smiled.
"Nothing" she averted her eyes..you're lying. You can't be fooled Lara I see that in your aura now tss. I let her go, I just thought that maybe the matter was too private so she didn't want to talk
Lara Cadmus POV
"Do you and Owen have a problem?" I don't know the answer to Yura's question, I also thought if there's a problem between me and Owen
I smiled so he wouldn't have to worry "Nothing" I just answered then look down, she didn't even look up after a while she left next to me for a while and approached some of our classmates, asking them questions. I tried to focus on what I was doing but it became difficult for me to do because of the question of Yura earlier I could not help but think of the events I have long buried with memories and feelings.
~ Flashback ~
As soon as I entered the gymnasium I noticed Larraine with her friends, she rolled her eyes and fell on Owen but Owen did not notice it. We approached the third bench to sit down, I couldn't help but look again at Larraine who was all focused on the basketball team that is currently training
"What's they doing here?" I stopped watching Larraine's actions when Owen's voice prevailed I looked at him frowning while looking intently at the ex-girlfriend, I averted my eyes after I looked at Larraine's behavior for a moment
" Is it forbidden for your 'ex' to go to the places where you are ha" Khyle emphasized Owen's annoying words, I do not look directly at them but I feel and I can see their actions in the corner of my eye "You know Owen" Khyle even touched the neighbor "If you want to get back together, I'm sure she still love me--" Khyle automatically closed his own mouth when Owen suddenly stood up and left, she called it but he didn't look back
"Let go" Yura stopped her. For some unknown reason, Khyle's joke had a strange effect on me - if it could be called a joke
After a few minutes we were called for groupings, Owen and Yura were together while Khyle and I were not and the group was different. We do not hear what is being said Larraine and Owen's glances saved me with a feeling that caused of it, I averted my eyes and just looked where the sight was
Arghh why I need to feel this !?
"WAHHHHHH" grabbed everyone's attention because of Yura's shrill and loud shout after throwing it up, just shake the professor while watching his student even though I laughed because of Yura's appearance, it seems like she was brutally killed on the way she shouted hahaha, I thought I was just laughing. They finished and we were the next ones Larraine and I looked at each other for a while I smiled at her but she just avoided looking at me, she told Gavri to teach our group I do not know but I feel she is still avoiding me
"Good good!" The teacher applauded while we were smiling, our performance was not that good but I think it passed "You can back to your designated area..Next group C!" we went back to our seats one by one
After performing everything, Larraine chose the right people. I was happy to get Khyle in while Yura and I were not, I can't either
"You're good ha" that sounds like a joke "in music I mean HAHAHA" Owen followed with a loud laugh after that, we're going to locker to change. I just kept listening to them Khyle told us about the upcoming batchnight
He is still my partner ---
"If I invited you to be my partner would you go?" I stopped thinking because of Owen's question to Yura. He looked straight at Yura and waited for her answer..while his eyes were shining.
You used to be a Lara ...
I just avoided looking again as I always do with twing not being able to see
We immediately got to the locker and went straight to C.R.
We talked for a while when Yura asked about the upcoming BatchNight, after that we went out to see Owen waiting outside
There was a lot of food when we got to the school canteen it was good and there were some more tables and chairs available so we also had no trouble sitting. Khyle presented that he was the only one to order and even included Yura so Owen and I were left alone, a situation I avoided for a long time but is happening now
"I guess you're quiet?" he was the first to speak, I feel the surroundings have calmed down and we are the only two here now. I looked up at him and smiled sparingly
"Do you like Yura !?" I was also surprised by my sudden question that I did not expect it to come out of my mouth directly, he was stunned to look at me and suddenly smiled
"Are you jealous?" I looked down, and did not answer
"..look she's just my a friend of mine thats it! I can't blame for for getting jealous because you have the right ---
"No..I have no right.We are done for a long time!" I said that directly while looking into his eyes
"Why?" he whispered softly while bowing in his hands holding "..why can't we go back to the days our feelings are mutual, where you love me and I love you more" he looked up at me, I became emotional to see his tears welling up
"Maybe we just met to mold each other for the next time we fall in love again in another person" I immediately wiped away the tears that almost disappeared from my eyes
"Lara please ..." he tried to hold my hand but I immediately avoided him
"Not yet Owen, I know you know that--
"When? There is no certainty what you are saying Lara" Khyle turned around as he was currently waiting for orders, I also looked back at Owen who now had dim eyes and begged
"I don't want to talk to please--
"Tss..Im stupid on the part that I took my feelings seriously here even though I know it's just a game" he laughed bitterly, I was bored because he said that, he could not understand
"Open minded person don't care to be right, he care to understand there's never a right or wrong answer ... everything is about understanding" I lost my tears earlier
No one spoke after that until the two of them returned, I was silent despite their conversation as well as Jazzer's approach to our table I did not pay any attention. We returned to the room without speaking probably felt those with us who need to between Owen and me
I told myself that I would try not to mention such a thing but here it came again and I was annoyed and ended up in a bitter conversation again.
~ end of flashback ~
I tapped the end of the ballpen to my senses and continued writing, that sitwork was easy so I was able to pass for a while and then I was Yura when she came back she said goodbye to sleep first and I just woke up her when the lecturer arrived. I folded and looked up at the ceiling, my mind calmed down again so I could not help but think again
Its been a year since I left..since we part our ways, since I gave you the right to be free again. Its been a year but why the pain is still the same, why can't we be together? The world was so unfair. I still blaming myself for not fighting for our love, for not fighting for you..Im so sorry Owen
I smiled bitterly then closed my eyes before my tears ran fell down